A while after the movie I hear Oli's phone ringing.
"Hello?" He says answering it, he listens and I look at him. I can tell something bad happened.
"Okay.." He says quietly and hangs up. He looks at me, his eyes are watering. I instantly set Jeydon down and stand up and walk over to him
"What happened?!" I ask
"My cousin..." He says starting to choke up
"My cousin Mitch died yesterday in a motorcycle accident..." He says quickly and quietly, a few tears go down his face, I hug him tightly. We stand there hugging silently for a while.
"I know what it's like to lose someone you love..." I say and he nods, I don't like seeing him cry.
"I'll be right back...." I say and he nods, he wipes off his eyes and sighs. I walk upstairs and go into the bathroom, I pull up my sleeves and look at my arms. There both covered in scars.. I grab the razor and cut a few times into my upper thighs.
"Why is my life like this...." I say quietly to myself. I put it back in the way back of the cupboard and go into my room and close the door. I take off my sweatshirt and look at both my arms.
"I need to stop..." I say quietly, I change into some black leggings and a black Bring Me The Horizon sweatshirt. I walk downstairs and don't see Oli.
"Oli?!" I say looking around, he doesn't answer. I walk into the kitchen and see him holding onto his neck, his face is red.
"Oli!!" I yell grabbing onto his arm trying to pull it off
"Oli stop!!" I yell as tears go down my face. His eyes go back and he falls sideways, I catch him and hold onto him crying. He's still breathing. I hold him crying until he wakes up.. He looks at me and sees that I'm crying
"Don't do that.... Don't try... Don't ever..." I beg and he hugs me.