Alex and Jared leave... I try calling Jared... I lay on my bed in my Bring Me The Horizon sweatshirt hugging Oli's pillow crying... I hear the front door open and foot steps coming upstairs... I don't care who it is anymore... It's Dean...
"Hey... I heard what happened..." He says and walks to be bed
"I can't do this without him.... I need him..." I cry and hug the pillow
"You'll get through this..." He says
"No I won't, I need him... Dean, me loosing him is like you loosing me or Sam. That's how much I love him..." I say looking at him and he stares into my eyes
"Do you want to go see him?" He asks
"He's dead..." I cry and he grabs my hand and brings me outside... We get into the impala and he stars driving, he drives to the hospital and we find his room... There's a bunch of people outside of the door wearing band merch of his... Some of them ask if I'm okay, I just look down and keep walking to the door... I breath in and open the door... I hesitate before walking in, I walk to the curtain and look behind it... Oli's laying on the bed... I stand beside the bed and put my hand on his, his eyes open slightly and he looks at me, he smiles the best he can and I drop to my knees and hold his hand and cover my face with the other
"Come here..." He says quietly and he reaches his arms out, I hug him. I look at Dean and hug him, Dean smiles and Oli pats the bed next to him, I lay next to him and he wraps his arms against me
"I'm sorry" he says
"No, I'm sorry" I say and the doctor walks in
"Hello Mr. Sykes, there are some fans outside of you'd like to have them come in" he says and Oli looks at me
"Only a couple at a time.." He says and the doctor nods, a few girls come in and one of them waves at Oli, he waves back and she smiles
"Help me up" he says and I get up and walk to the other side of the bed, I help him get up and he slowly walks over to the girls and hugs them, one of the other girls starts crying they get picture and have him sign some stuff and other people come in and they all talk to him. That night I sit on the seat and I guess I fell asleep, I wake up to Oli shaking my arm
"Why don't you come onto the bed?" He asks and I look around and get up, he lays down and I lay next to him. He wraps his arms around me
"Please don't let me go..." I whisper
"I won't" he says and I smile
