After Oli wakes up we decide to go to a amusement park with the kids. Oli's feeling better, he helps the kids get ready. I change into some black skinny jeans and I take off my Bring Me The Horizon sweatshirt since its full of eyeliner from crying... I walk over to the closet and look at my arms and see the scares. I grab another bmth sweatshirt and turn around and see Oli standing there, I jump and cross my arms so he doesn't see
"Let me see" he says
"See what" I say quickly, he grabs onto my arms and looks at them
"Why?" He asks
"There was just so much stuff going on... I'm sorry..." I say
"I'm not mad at you, just don't do it anymore" he says and I nod he hugs me and I put on the sweatshirt. We walk downstairs and see the kids ready to go
"Mommy lets go!!!" Nick says excitedly (Jeydon and Alex can walk) we all walk out to the car. We put the kids in their car seatsk and Oli drives us to the park. We all get out and walk inside. Oli holds my hand and the kids run to the kid rides. We watch the kids and I look over and see Dean with a girl, me and Oli walk over to them
"Hey best brother ever" I say and he gives me a weird look
"What do you want" he asks
"Well one me and Oli need to tell you something and also are you able to watch the kids for like 10 minutes?!" I say
"I guess so and what do you want to tell me?" He asks
"Me and Oli are getting married. For real this time" I say and laugh a little
"Congratulations!" He says and we smile
"Well, the kids are right there, we'll be right back" I say and he nods, me and Oli walk around
"Let go on a roller coaster!" Oli says
"I'm scared of roller coasters..." I say
"I'll hold your hand" he says
"Fine.." I say and he smiles, he brings me to a Jurassic Park roller coaster, he loves dinosaurs so I understand. We get into line. Once we get to the front we get into our seats and I hold onto his hand tightly. We start moving, thought the ride I start laughing, I look over and see Oli making the most hilarious face ever.
"Oli!" I yell as I laugh harder, I can't tell if he's exited or scared, I take a picture and continue laughing, the ride end and he causally walks away from the ride
"What was that?! Where you scared or exited?!" I laugh
"That didn't happen" he says and I laugh even harder
"It didn't happen?" I ask and show him the picture, he smiles and stops walking
"Get on my back" he says
"What?" I say
"Get on my back" he repeats, and he kneels down, I get onto his back and hold onto him, he holds onto my legs
"You really tall" I laugh and he smiles. We walk back over and get the kids, we walk around for the rest of the day. I quickly text Alex about the wedding just to let her know
