I watch Kellin leave, I sigh and sit on the couch. Nick starts crying upstairs, I walk up there and pick him up
"Sweetie it's okay" I say rocking him, I grab some baby toys and walk downstairs. I put the toys on the carpet and let him crawl around. I watch him when I hear Dean and Sam walk in arguing
"Guys!" I say loudly, they stop and look at me. I point at Nick and he is staring at them
"Could you be more loud?" I ask and Dean walks to his room and Sam sets down his bag and sits on the ground and plays with him, I smile and I look towards Dean's room. I see him through the crack of his door, he looks stressed out or something.
"Can you watch him quickly?" I ask Sam and he nods, I walk into his room and he is sitting on his bed with his hands on his face
"What's wrong?" I ask quietly, I close the door behind me and sit next to him. He moves his hands and I see some tears on his face
"Dean what is it?!" I ask worriedly, he looks at me and takes a deep breath
"You can't tell Sam" he says and I nod, he takes another breath
"A little less than a year ago me and Sam where on a hunt. Sam died and I made a deal... I have a month till its time.." He says and I cover my mouth as tears stream down my face, I hug him
"I'm scared Hazel, I'm really scared. I just got a nephew and now I'm leaving..." He says
"Don't say that. I will find a way to get you out of this." I say sternly
"You can't, you mess with the deal you die" he says
"Losing you, I will loose everything.. Your supposed to boss me around and be over protective" I say and he looks down
"I have to tell Sam so we can get you out of this!" I say
"Fine" he says and I tell Sam.
"I'm just not going to talk to anyone. I need to focus on this. They ask what's wrong I say I'm fine." I think
