(Alex's POV)
I have to pick up a drunken Jared from a random bar I don't know. I get home and Kellin's there. I wave at him and walk Jared to the room but he keeps running and yelling. "RUN RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN YOU CAN'T CATCH ME IM A GINGERBREAD MAN!" He yells. "Jared! Get over here now!" I yell as loud as I can. Everyone stares at me surprisingly. "Let's go Jared, you need to rest..." I say and he sadly walks and gets into bed. I walk into the living room and hear Hazel say 'shh' and point towards me. I look over to see Kellin. He looks back at me and winks. I sit in the living room after I put Kana, Jayce, and Jared to bed. I just don't know why he needed to drink. Kellin sits down next to me. "I kissed her.." He whispers. "That's not smart, you need to sto-" I say getting cut off by him kissing me. I try to push him off of me but it turns into a full on makeup session. He's lucky nobody saw or he would be dead. "Kellin Im engaged! You can do that!" I whisper yell at him. He kisses my neck and I push him away and stand up. I try to walk away but he grabs my wrist way too tight it hurts. "Kellin stop it hurts!" I say as my eyes fill with tears. He continues to kiss down my neck and my collarbones. "Please! Just s-stop it!" I say. "Shut up!" He says and slaps me leaving a huge bruise on my cheek. I hold my face with my hand. "Kellin....please..l-let me go..." I say quietly. He lets go and I run upstairs to the bathroom.
I sit in the corner and cry. I hear breathing on the other side of the door. I know it's him. I can't go back out there. I can't get abused again. I can't. I fall asleep on the bathroom floor.
I wake up with Jared kneeling down by me. "What happened to you...?" He asks. I looked at the red mark on my wrist and feel the bruise on my face. I know I can't tell him what really happened because then Kellin will abuse me again. "I-I uh...I slipped walking in and hit my face on the sink..." I say. "And your wrist..?" He asks. "He hit me Jared....he tried to rape me..." I whisper and start crying into his shoulder. "He wouldn't let go.." I say.
Everyday now, I wear makeup over my bruise so dad and Hazel don't find out. I wear long sleeves and sweatshirts to cover my wrist. Kellin comes over again as I'm sitting in the living room alone while Jared is showering. I freeze and try not to pay any attention to him standing there. "Come here." He says. I stay on the couch. "I said, get over here!" He yells. "Don't talk to her that way!" I hear from upstairs. I look and see Jared wearing just a towel. He catches me staring. "You can have 'this' later." He says winking at me. He walks into the room to change and closes the door. Kellin walks over to me and holds tightly on the same wrist. "Owe! Owe owe owe! Stop! Owe!" I say crying. "Get your hands off her you coward!" Jared yells and runs at Kellin and grabs the hand holding my wrist and grabs his pocket knife and starts to try to cut Kellin's fingers. He finally lets go and I fall to the ground holding my wrist. "Get out of here!" Jared says to Kellin. "My dad and Hazel can't know..." I say. He nods and helps me up.
Every night now I get scared so I hide in the guest room for a while which is right next to my dad and Hazel's room, so I know at least one of them can hear me crying. after I know Kellin isn't here I sneak back to me and Jared's room and try to fall asleep.
In the morning Me and Jared are in the kitchen talking. "You lied to me yesterday.." I say. "What do you mean?" He asks. "When do I get 'that'?" I ask giggling. "Tonight...I promise." He smiles. I melt every time he smiles its so cute.
That night I got some of 'that' and I heard Kana and Jayce knocking on the door asking if I was okay. In the morning me and Jared laugh about it. I see Hazel as I'm on my way to the guest room. "Alex can I talk to you? I heard you crying in there yesterday..What happened?" She asks. "I....I cant tell you.." I say. "Tell me Alex..It's okay." She says. "Just leave me alone!" I yell and run downstairs. I don't want to stay here tonight so I kiss Jared on the forehead because he's sleeping and walk to Sam and Dean's. I knock at the door. Sam answers. "H-hi..." I say. "Dean!" He yells inside. Dean walks to the door. "You staying over again?" He asks. I nod. Every time I had problems and didn't feel safe at home I would stay with Dean. He lets me sleep in his bed with him because I know I'm safe if anything happens. We get into his bed and I fall straight to sleep. I hear Sam waking Dean up for a second. "Hazel's coming over in the morning with Jared and his boys with Alex..so don't get too...cuddly.." Sam says. "Me? cuddly? Ha!" Dean says. In the morning I wake up facing Dean and his arm is around me. "So much for not being cuddly Dean.." I whisper and laugh. He slowly wakes up and looks at me. "Oh..umm...sorry.." He says getting up. "It's fine.." I say.I hug him and thank him for letting me stay(above). He hands me a flannel to wear so I'm not cold. I put it on and It's huge on me. "You're so small I love it." He laughs as Hazel and Jared arrive.
