Here Without You |5SOS|

9.) Forever Together

Scarlett's P.O.V

Even though it's been a few weeks since Mikey's accident, The boys are still refusing to preform, or go into the studio to write and record.

They all say it's not the same without Mikey there with them. It just doesn't feel right to do it without him.

They did preform a few times a week after his funeral, but they said the stage just wasn't the way it should be.

Mikey wasn't up there jumping around like the idiot he is.

And they didn't get to hear him complain about his hair for an hour before the show.

Luke told me that he doesn't ever wanna go back out on the stage without my brother. He says it's to different and he can't stand not seeing the rainbow haired weirdo standing to his right.

From the sounds of it, they are thinking of calling all of it off. They are thinking of quitting making music all together, which I would hate to see happen.

But it isn't my decision.

I mean, the fans will all be even more devastated than they already are. I can only imagine it.

First they lose one of their idols, and then the band that saved their life quits making music. I can imagine them all breaking down and screaming at the top of their lungs as if doing so will help them in some way.

Even though they know it won't. All it will do is make them feel even worse.

I mean, it's not like the boys would stop talking to each other, or any of the fans. They just wouldn't be making any new songs or anything. It would be like their lives went back to normal. Well as normal as they can be now.

I'm sure the paps would still follow them around like a bunch of lost puppies.

My face was in the magazines a few days ago for how I reacted at Starbucks with Luke, but I could care less. If they wanna make me look bad, then so be it. I don't care what they make me out to be.

I don't think anyone can blame me for acting the way I did.

If anything, those freaks with the cameras should be happy, and feel very lucky that I didn't punch each and everyone on of the them in the face and hang them by their balls in a tree.

That's how angry they make me.

"Scar, can we talk please?" Ashton asked me. I nodded my head and patted the couch next to me.

He sat down next to me and stared at the floor for a moment before turning to look me in the eyes.

"The boys and I were talking about this for the past three hours. And we came to the decision to stop the band. We scheduled a press conference, and one final interview. We are gonna tell the fans about it, and then that will be the end of 5SOS." Ashton said. I slowly nodded my head.

I wanted to cry.

I know that might be what they think is the best thing to do, but I know deep down in my heart that Mikey would never want them to give up what they worked so hard for.

But like I said, it's their decision.

I have no say.

And things are just gonna have to be that way.