Here Without You |5SOS|

11.) What A Night

Sacrlett's P.O.V

It's been a week since the boys announced the end of the band, and they are not taking it to well.

They have tweeted many things that made magazines start rumors.

The other day in the cover of J-14 the major head line was, Luke Hemmings of 5SOS suicidal after bands end.

The things people will do for money.

After Luke saw that, he went to his house and locked himself away in his room. And he hasn't spoke to anybody since.

As if ig wasn't bad enough losing Michael, assholes just have to make the whole situation worse.

"Scar, how are you holding up?" Calum asked, sitting down on my bed.

"I feel like shit. I look like shit. And I can't close my eyes without seeing Michael's face all cut up and bruised. He never should have been in that car. I should have went with him that night. I should be dead not him." I rambled, tears falling.

"Don't say that Scar. We could have lost both of you then. What would have happened then? All of us would be worse than we already are." Calum explained.

"Michael didn't deserve this. He had an amazing life with amazing friends. And he was living his dream with you guys. I literally think everyone loved Michael, there is no reason anyone could hate him. He was the sweetest person ever." I said and Calum nodded.

"I know Scarlett. And it kills me to know this happened to him." Calum said, I saw Ash come in the door but I didn't acknowledged him.

"I just don't understand. How do you go on when you lose one of the only people who ever had faith in you. He was my rock. He was my reason to live. And now that he is gone, what do I do?" I cried.

Cal pulled me into his chest, as my tears started to flow like a waterfall.

I felt the bed dip on my other side, and Ashton put his arms around me.

"You wake up every day Scar. You crawl out of bed and do what would make your brother so proud. Keep living life. Don't give up. The last thing Michael want's is for you to get hurt. He want's you safe." Ashton said.

"I wanna be with Michael!" I screamed into Calum's chest and sobbed even harder.

"I know you do honey. And I'm sorry you can't be with him right now. In the future, but not yet. You gotta keep going for him. Promise me you will stay strong for him." Calum said and I nodded my head.

"Try and get some rest. We will stay here with you until the end of time if we need to."