green eyes

empat || four

[I write this chapter with this song from Shawn Mendes - Act Like You Love Me, somehow it fit the chapter Idk but that's my playlist when I write this chapter. I start at 9 and now is 11pm here and it's included me having a late dinner for an hour and you should check on Shane Filan songs called I Can't Get Over You]

A MEMORY LOSS, I have a memory loss and he is apart of me. I need to know his name. So I don't have to feel this hurt in my chest, so I don't have to be so empty and so emotional over everything.

Mom said she have to go to her Office to take a file and will be back soon. She left me to Kendra, I'm an adult, thanks Mom.

"So what's is it behind the narrows eyeshadow?" Kendra said as she take a seat in the seat mom previously at. I shakes my head; "You know Chris, you don't have to keep it yourself because if you don't know this but talk to someone actually help those problems of yours"

I sighs, "I think I have a memory loss about this guy that always hunt me in my dreams" and she smiled. "In every dream I have I have a tiny clues about his appearance; in first dream I have of him is only his voice I could hear telling me stuff like he loves me and that dream that makes me woke up from my comma"

She nodding her head, "And the dreams keep coming everyday, and every time I thinking hard about it, my chest hurt like it's warn me to not think about him this much. Like my heart warn me to let it go"

"You know Chris, I have a feeling that this man is hurt you in the past"

"But Kendra, I have no memories of him. I want to know what happen in past that's makes me have no memories of him. And why? It's killing me"

We stayed in silence; oh God I'm so frustrated! "I'll take you coffee, you looks stressing" Kendra said before get up and walk to take me a glass of coffee.

The diner is empty only me and her at 3 in the afternoon.

"I can help you, just asking your friends if they have a clue about your mysterious man. They must be know."

"And that's the problem is, I have no friends in high school and I only got Jackson now. He's my best friend that I meet in College and used to be my roommate. I mean I have a few of friends I meet in College but just like hey-yo. We never close but only Jackson"

It's the very first time I saw her rolling her eyes, "You such a dork" She said in playful tone makes me chuckling.

"Give me your number I'll find a way," Kendra said as she hand me her phone. "Here, already save my number and give myself a call" I said as i hand her back her phone.

"Alright; that's your Mom" she nodded her head to the window that makes me realize that Mom is already back, soon Mom enter the Diner and pay the bill before take me home.

I bid Kendra a hug before leave the Diner and she promised on giving me a call tonight.

"So i see you making a friend" Mom teased as we leave. And I rolled my eyes, "Haha you're funny mom."

The rest of car journey back home filled with Mom rambling about how she hates the Intern in lawyers office.

It's six in the evening when we get home, Mom goes straight to kitchen to makes a dinner. "Your dad in mood for meat, so honey will you help me?" I look at her funny. And she shrugged. I rolled my eyes before joining her in the kitchen.

I set the table, I goes back to kitchen to help me with the salads for her Diets and I in the other side is flapping the meat over. I somehow don't know why Mom is so obsessed on Diets, I mean she's already on her mid forty. I don't know man.