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empatbelas || fourteen

I always hate hospital's atmosphere, it's intimidating and scary. I am left alone waiting for dr.Wilde and the people around here aren't so much nicer. The receptionist is having tired face like she's so done with her job. Nurse are rushing here and there.

I jumped as the door opened, there a nurse with clipboard come approaching me; "dr.Wilde is ready to see you, Miss Hamburg" I nodded my head before stood and walking to the room.

"Chris! It's nice to see you here"

"Hi dr.Wilde, uh yeah, let's go straight to the point" I said and he nodded his head, "Sure, go on."

I keep go on with telling all my dreams all about, he nodding as response in return.

"I think you should flew to New York to find him" he said a while after I finished telling him my whole story. "Maybe seeing your brother will help you."

I bid goodbye to dr.Wilde as soon as our session has over. I walk out of the hospital to the bus stop, Jackson don't want me to walking again.

I take a short jog to the bus stop across the hospital, and my phone ringing.

Mom.

"Hello?"

"Hey honey, how's the sessions goes?"

"It's actually nice, but dr.Wilde suggested that I should be flying to New York and visiting Josh in case it help and maybe I could find my answer of the man who's been haunting me"

"Oh, maybe you should hone, maybe that will help you. I'm sad seeing like this, I'm broken as you are to your past"

"Mom, do you think it's good idea?" The bus come up and I get up. I take a seat at the back of the bus.

"Yep! Obviously and anyway, I had invitation for you, I just got it early this morning on the mailbox. It's an Reunion invitation from Walter High."

"I don't think I want to,-

"Honey, anyway your going. And it's next week. I confuse myself, the invitation should be sends like a months before or so not a week before. It's so hard to find a good cheap ticket to New York." Mom said rambling about the ticket prices to New York.

"Well that's the answer! I'm not going to that stupid reunion"

"Anyway you should be come here, we got a surprise celebration for your father. He got promotion suggesting about a small celebration but he refused to. But you know, you're his weakness, come and we make him a happy man once he is."

"Okay, I'll get train tonight or tomorrow early morning, bye mom. Love you"

"I love you honeybees, be home soon, i miss you already"

"Me too, bye."

I said before hang up and the bus come stop to my stop.

I ring Jackson and he accepted the call in first ring as if he waiting for my call.

"Hello? Chris"

"Hey Jacky, how are you"

"I'm good, thanks, how's you?"

"I'm perfectly fine, even missing you but I'm okay"

"I miss you more princess, I've been waiting for to hear your voice"

"I miss your voice too, how's your mom?"

"She's getting better, but still weak. Planning on flew back on Monday. I had enough break and i should really go back to hospital "
"Yeah I know, I'll be waiting for you then. And I'm leaving tonight or tomorrow to back to Holmes Chapel"

"Thought you just from there?"

"Yeah, dad got promotion and mom decided on surprise celebration so I'm up for it"

Soon we end up talking about the weather and our conversations getting dry so I bid goodbye.

***

I stayed over night on the train station for my first train to Holmes Chapels which is twenty past eight. And it's ten past forty when I got here.

I don't tell mom about my arrival, I send Kendra a short text saying I'm back to the town and we should be hanging soon.

My feet took me to the front door of my parents house, I lightly knocked before a small voice come from behind me.

"Why you back?"

I frown of his voice, I turn around to found Harry stands not far from me, he hold a bucket in his hand. "What?" I said in confusion, are we in good term?

"I asked, why are you back here" He emphasized every word he said, makes me rolling my eyes.

"I know what you saying, I mean why ask that?" My eyebrows furrows, "and it's my parents house I got right on visiting them."

He looks like he will snap my head in any seconds. And somehow it's hurt in my chest, like he hate me.

"You shouldn't be back here, you don't belong here. Go back to the city where you belong" he hatefully spat before turn around and get in to his car and drove away.

Without I realized, a tears escape my eyes. My chest hurt, my pride is stabbed.

Why he do that? Why he says such a thing, what have I done? Are we in good terms. Like he fall asleep on my arms? Like he cried on my shoulders. Why I got a feeling that, those don't mean a thing.

My shaky hand wiped my soaked cheeks. As I knock the door more harder to find Mom rushed open the door with worry filled on her eyes.

"Chris, what happen?" She ask in protection, and I nodding my head. "I think I just miss you" I reasoned. And her eyes softens, "I miss you too."

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Hello! Hey I'm sorry I'm not updating last week, I got a wedding reception of my friends and I got to attend. And I got a date, hahaha don't worry I'm an faithful person.

My date is short, he's my best friend tho :p

And I'm busy with my assignment and such.

Also hopefully there will be double update as I'm writing so I'm not forget the script on my head. And I'll also update on Saturday to Sunday before I'm focusing on my mid semester test will be two weeks from now or less.

And also I want to thank you for the 6K reads. I am amazed by you guys, I thank you.

All the love,
- k o k o