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dua puluh empat || twenty four

I hear that Harry and Kendra move out from Holmes Chapel to Los Angeles to start brand new life. Mom mentioned that Harry proposed Kendra, tried to smile even in my heart i couldn't let him go. He's my first love, its all my fault. I shouldn't push him too far.

I know I'm selfish and everyone does.

I tried to call Kendra but only sent to the service saying the number isn't available.

And now, I think it's for the best if I accept Jackson's offers. Mom and dad are seated in the kitchen counter as we ate our breakfast in silence.

"Mom, dad, there's something I want to discuss with both of you" I break the silence and I could feel mom full attention me. Dad put his fork down and fold his hands.

"We're listening honey"

"Last night, me and Jackson talking about our future. And Jackson ask my hand on marriage" I paused, "and I told him I need time to think that," I look up, tears formed in my eyes. "But I don't want to hurt him, I'm scared, if I accept his offers then I'm gonna hurt him"

Mom eyes softens, "Chriseve, when your dad ask my hand for marriages, I'm worried that it's gonna danger you. But he put me up, he pick me up and told me to believe," her hand softly hold my hand, "I know you love him, and maybe it's the only way to find out, of course, marriage is not games, but with each other, everything's gonna be alright"

"I never know, a man finally grow some pairs and ask your hand on marriage" Dad's speak up, there a soft smile on his face when he get up and squat in front of me. "I know Jackson won't hurt you, he loves you too much to do that"

"I want him to have a talk with me"

Mom and Dad trust Jackson and give him bless, but how my heart take it?

A part of it say yes and a part of it say now, I'm on the dilemmas.

"Don't waste an only chance of happiness, you won't get chance like this twice. About a man gonna love you unconditionally and take you as you are not what are you made from"

"Did Jackson got the ring?" Mom suddenly ask, and dad rolled his eyes.

"He did"

***

(Harry's pov)

The house is simple with huge backyard, Chantelle's gonna married and Christian custody in my side. Chantelle agree and she want a new page of life, but she ask for a time whenever she wanted to see Christian and of course i let it because I'm not that cruel kind of person.

Kendra on the kitchen, making lunch and Chantell's gonna stop by and drop Christian. I'm worried of how Chantelle gonna give Kendra cold stare and Kendra is still unstable and still hurted.

And last night I done things my mother told me not to, by lying to a girl with pure and naive heart.

A knock on the door confirmed that Chantelle's here, I walk to the door and unlock it.

There she is, standing in her designer clothes and strong eyes.

And a baby on her arms, Christian.

I small hug her before pecks her on the cheeks, "It's been a long time" I said and let her in.

"Yeah, I won't be long, I have meeting with a wedding organizer"

I nodded and take Christian on my arms, "Hey boy, what's up?"

Kendra comes to the living room on her apron, she have friendly smile on her features. I secretly hope that Chantelle won't be so hard on her.

"Oh, it's must be Christian, hey sweets" Kendra said and I could feel Chantelle rolled her blue strong eyes. "Hi, I'm Kendra" I love this side of Kendra, she's open arms to everyone.

Chantelle look at Kendra as if she's gonna jump on her and tackle her to the floor. I know how she look at everyone I'm involved with, she never liked them. She hates them, but I knew her best, she won't go back to the way she is before. She promised me on Christian names.

"Hi, I'm Kendra"

Kendra held a hand to Chantelle only makes Chantelle rolled her eyes.

"I've heard"

"Erm," Kendra took her hands. "You must be Chantelle"

"Of course"

Chantelle looks like she's gonna kill her and Kendra look as if she's willing to.

"Elle, would you like a tea?" I spoke up, breaks her attention from Kendra.

"I'm sorry, Harry, I can't, I got meeting" She drops Christian bags and walk to the door. "Catch up later, stupid man" and she walk out the door.

Stupid man...

Stupid... man...

She's been calling me after I told her that I'm gonna give up on Chriseve and I'm trying with Kendra. I know she's making expectations with Chriseve, and she never gonna let Kendra breathe fresh air anymore and I don't know how to tell Chantelle stop.

A buzz on my pocket,

A message from Chantelle.

" You're so stupid, I almost jump on your stupid cunt girlfriend. And you lost her, she just text me that you lost her. "

I know Jackson will takes care of her, I know from the moment I see her back.

And maybe it's for the best that she's in good arms of a man.

****

Change of plans, the characters of Kendra will be Kendall Jenner.

I know Cara Delevingne and Kendall Jenner is besties in real life but Kendall match the characters and it's jus perfect.

P. S. And I won't be doing double updates anymore because I'll have no vote progress and I don't like it.

- k o k o