green eyes

sebelas || eleven

I woke up to the voice of something being slammed outside, I open my eyes to be faced with the white ceiling of my rooms. I groaning before raised my lifeless body from the bed.

I walk downstairs, I swear this people is don't get life. Like seriously being so loud in the early morning.

I saw both mom and dad are in kitchen, but there's no Jackson. "Where Jackson?" I asked as I reach the kitchen. Mom look at dad before dad clear his throat.

"Jackson left a few minutes ago, he is in rushed. His mother rushed into hospital last night" Dad explain and I shake my head; "And honey, we don't want to wake you up, it's his decision. He need to leave and fly to Germany in instant."

I look at Mom and Dad in disappointed, they should let me at least say goodbye to Jackson. "Whatever, I'll be in my room anyway" I said and left to upstairs.

I picked up my pace as I nearing to my room, I open and slamming closed the door before resting my back into the wooden door. I breathe rapidly. It felt like it emptying my lungs and I have no air to breathe.

But I get used to this sensation, I tend to have it.

My phone catch my attention, I reach it.

From: Kendra
  Hey! Merry Christmas! Anyway I got some news for you. I'm dating Harry now. We just made it official this morning. Well, he come to my house early this morning and I thought I'll never see him again after the date but he come and now we're official. My treat tonight xoxo

To: Kendra
   Hey to you too, and merry christams. That's good for you and thanks. I really need gateway anyway haha so I'll see you tonight?

From: Kendra
  Totally! See you tonight, babe xoxo

I stare at the conversation and I really can't put myself in. I feel like I'm losing myself to the thoughts that Kendra is finally dating Harry.

I make a new text.

To: Jackson
   I don't know what is it to you to leave without bothering saying goodbye to me and I understands your position but i still hate you for leaving without wake me up. I just worried that I don't see you this morning when I woke up. And you left minutes ago before I woke up. At least left me a note. But I'm not talking to you because you makes me upset. Don't read it while you driving. Reply when you not in car anymore.

I hate typing long text but I just did pour my words down.

And I remember, how I end up in my bed? If I recall that I'm at Harry's bed last night, calming him down while he had his moments. Or I sleepwalking?

***

Kendra and I are now sitted at the Loki's the restaurant that close to my parents house. Kendra dressed the way she always does. Never too girly and I dressed casually and I take the menu on my hand.

I order my favorites of pasta which is Grilled Chicken Sonora Pasta, Jackson loved to make those once and it's become my favorites ever since.

Kendra order a steak with garlic chopped on the sauce.

It's been like forever since I saw her last, but actually it's only been two days since. And feel like I miss her but some in me not, not at all.

But she's my first friend I make here at small town, we joked a little and talk a bit.

And soon our friendly date has come to the end and now she dropped me at my parents house. I bid goodbyes before entering the house.

Mom and Dad is sitting in the living room with reruns of Christmas Movies when I entered the house.

"Hey, Chris, come sit with us" Dad tap the empty space between Mom and him and I shake my head, "I think I'm gonna head upstairs now, I'm pretty tired and yeah," I said as I hung the coat and walk to the staircase. "Good night guys."

Now I'm in the bed with only old t-shirt and old socks I could find on mu drawers.

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Short, i know and I'll be updating tomorrow

- k o k o