My eyebrows knitted, "What do you mean by he found me?" I got feelings that she knew something that I don't know. Like she hides something from me.
"He is this guy you've been looking for, Chris. And I told you that he don't deserve you"
And you know the feelings, it's actually breaks my heart. She look at me in sadness, all this time she knew him. Why I couldn't remember him?
"So it's why he have been hot and cold to me this past weeks?" Cara nods her head and now I somehow feel that we can't work it out.
"Did we used to date?" I ask with a glint of hopes in my voice and she nods before shaking her head.
She makes me confused.
"Yes but you guys never titled yourself. It's just no one mess with his girl"
I can't see him again, he is Kendra's. And we used to date. It's entitled. But still.
"What am I suppose to do?"
"Just let it walk like how it's supposed to, I know, you must've feeling guilty to Kendra but from your point of view that shows he still love you. From the day one, I know he do."
"From the way he look at you. And from your vents to my e-mail back there. The way he spent time just to make you happy."
"Do you know where I could find Chantell?"
***
I have been stare to the text for a few minutes now. Don't know how to respond it.
Kendra
As if something happens in New York, he's like avoiding me. And been rejected and ignore my phone and text.
Help me.
Please.
I love him.
Find out for me.
Here come the guilt that still washing over me as I reread the texts.
And she text me his address. I respond with a simple okay. Because this mistake I got.
And it's been a week since that regretful night and a huge mistakes I made.
And I've been in contact with Chantell, not in close term but still friendly. Been meets and hang out a few times. And I take Cara with me too. She's insist.
I lay flat on my back, and planning on what should I do.
To: Chantell Do you know what happens to Harry?
From: Chantell He's here and he talking about you.
To: Chantell He did? Can you find info for me? Like what's up with him. Ask as if he have girlfriend.
From: Chantell Why didn't you ask yourself and be a friend with your ex like I did.
To: Chantell You no helping at all.
I lock my phone and get up, got night date with Cara and Eric. I get ready.
Sprayed the expensive perfumes Jackson buy me and walk out the room to the lobby to find the taxi waiting patiently for me. Ready to take me to the destination.
The restaurant is beautifully expensive and too formal. I found Cara and Eric in instance.
I small hug both of them before starting our date.
"I really don't want to go back to England, to be honest" I said and lean back to my chair.
Cara smiled, "then don't."
Eric is really nice guy, so far I kinda really glad that Cara found someone like him and just to take care of her. To love and cherish her.
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They fitted each-other, the way she look at him and the way he look at her is so in love and they really true found each-other. Cara excuse herself to washroom leaving me and Eric by ourselves.
I flash him an honest smile, "Thank you for loving and cherish her" he open his arms.
"I glad I found her, I glad it's our destiny"
And a text from Kendra comes,
Kendra Hey, have you found an info of him? I'm worried.
I think I found him on Facebook.
Yes, I found him on facebook. It's him.
To: Kendra I will help you, but we will talk when I back to England in Saturday.
I put my phone down as Cara take a seat and we continue our date.
All i wish that i could stay like this forever, just be around my friend. I actually got friends.
I'm trying so hard to just careful on walk out, worried if I'll passed him by in the streets. I just want to avoid him forever but still want to know about our past. But I don't want to know anymore, it's lead no where.
**** I'm sorry it's a crap! I can't makes a good one. But promise next one will be good.
