green eyes

limabelas || fifteen

I lay flat on my back, I got my mind rushing. As the earlier flashback keep replaying in my head, the only voice in the room is my silent cries.

It's really hurt me, I don't know what have I done to make him changed 180 degrees. Always thought he a nice gentlemen. Why everything great always turn bad in the end? It's killing me.

I slowly wipe away the tears when I check on my phone, it's only one in afternoon. I'm going to get myself back, just because a jėrķ saying something hateful to me will not bring me down. He just jealous.

I get downstairs to help mom with the cake and the decoration, there's a knock on the front door makes my heart drop on my knees. I pretend on getting myself busy with the mixing dough. Mom sigh before walk to the front door.

"Harry, it's been awhile, come in"

I knew it, it's him.

"No Mrs. Hamburg, I just to drop by cookies Mum makes for tonight event" he's voice is sharp and raspy. "Alright then, told your Mother I'm thankful."

He left soon makes me breathe properly like normal human being.

Mom look at me with millions question in the way she look at me, look like everyone know about the night on Christmas in his house. I gulp before clearing my throat and take the dough to the oven and find another stuff to make me busy.

I take the strawberry and wash them, I could feel mom's eyes on me still, she watches on every move I make.

"What happen between you two?"

I stop in track, I shake my head say nothing.

"Did Harry date Kendra?" Mom asked as she put the cookies bucket down. I nodding my head in silent, "Why both of you aren't talk?" She continued, I shrugged and holding a tears.

***

Dad will be here shortly, Kendra come alone and there some of people I don't know eventually mom's colleagues.

The door opened to reveal dad's shockingly look at all of us packed on his living room, I ran towards him and hug him.

"Congratulations for your promotion"

Everyone come on congrats him, Kendra and I sat on the living room. "I love him, Chris. I never been this in love with someone in short amount of time. We spent almost time to each-other everyday."

"I'm happy for you," I softly said, "And I'm deciding on flew to New York to find my mysterious man" I excitedly said and her eyes widen.

"Let's go to coffee shop, there someone I wanted you to meet"

She open the door of Koffee, the coffee shop Kendra drag me into. She waving to someone, set my eyes on someone she waves to, Harry.

When he saw me, his expression changes like he is early this morning.

Kendra give a kiss on his cheeks, and drag me, "Harry this is Chris and Chris this is Harry" she introduced us, none of our hand found each-other. I go straight left the coffee shop, only to find Kendra go after me.

I feel disappoint, am I expected someone else?

"Chris, what happen?"

"Can't you see his expression Kendra?! He look at me as if I'm shıt! I don't know what have I done to him makes him look at me that way!" I yelled in anger, my face probably red by the amount of anger in me.

"But please Chris, for me" She pleadings, makes me in the edge of tears.

I'm sated in the corner, Harry's right in front of me and Kendra next to him.

"I told you about a friend of me right and you keep asking to meet her so here i am now" she said as she take a sip on her cappuccino.

"Oh, are you having a dream about him again?" Kendra asked me, I steal a glance to Harry to find him looking to outside.

"Nope, but I do really hope I see my green eyes man in New York to ask him about our past"

When I look up, I have his eyes on me. His eyes shows anger, sadness, confusion, heartbroken, dilemma, and stuff I can't read. I look down before look up to Kendra's direction. "And I am invited to attend an reunion and my doctor said I do have to flew back to New York to find him and maybe visiting my brother."

Harry got our attention as he spills his black coffee, "shıt" he said under his breath but I still can make out he said.

Kendra called for waiters and get Harry's cup refills.

"You never told me you have brother, is he as hoter as you?" Kendra said jokingly, and I nodded my head.

"It's been to long since I last visit him, when I left New York, I never come to say goodbye. He's the most beautiful and decent person in this whole universe. He's really good friend I could ask, anyone could ask."

My phone vibrates, Mom.

"Hey Mom."

"Go home right now, the party has done and your dad got something to said"

I hang up after agree and excuse myself. Kendra offer a ride which I refuse straight away and left a few pounds on the table before walk out of the coffee shop.

As I got home, dad embraces me into tight hug, "thank you sweetheart."

"Your Mom told me about your results, and maybe dr.Wilde is right. You maybe need to see Josh. It's been too long since you last saw him and I don't want you sad. There a flight to New York on Thursday and I just booked you a seat"

And my eyes widen, "no dad, I could afford one. No way you paying for me."

"You're my only baby, Chriseve, I want you to be happy, which I'm doing now."

****

Harry being cold to Chris as he told himself to move on.

And Chris will flew to New York to find him.

And we're on the fifteen chapters. Can you believe it that we're on chapter fifteen now. Omg I'm happy :)

- k o k o