Haikyuu!! One-shots

The Sun ; Akaashi Keiji

It was confusing,

So confusing.

"You know, Keiji," you said, running your fingers down my hair gently. "We should be glad for the things we have while we still have it."

But why?

Why, out of all ways, did you talk about us like this?

I didn't understand.

I doubt I'll understand.

"Don't take any moment for granted, you hear?"

Did I really look like I didn't cherish every moment I had with you?

That I took every skin contact,

Every moment you'd connect our lips,

And every moment we'd get lost in each other's eyes,

For granted?

Well then I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I didn't make you feel how much I love you.

And I swear it on the never-ending waves of oceans, I really do.

For crying out loud, I love you.

I'm sorry I couldn't put these emotions into words,

Nor into actions,

I'm sorry I couldn't return your love, even in the tiniest way.

I'm sorry if my love for you didn't remain the same,

I'm not one who's good with gestures

Nor syllables combined into words, into sentences..

But I am certain— hell I am certain,

This familiar feeling that twists my stomach and rips my heart out but stitches it together at the same time,

I'm certain it was your love,

And I've always wondered if you felt everything as well,

Through mine.

But I doubt it.

I doubt it.

I'm sorry.

"Why are you telling me this?" Was what I asked as I frowned slightly.

You gave me the same smile you did when we first met,

But your eyes spoke nothing but emptiness,

And fear,

Tell me— what were you so afraid of, that you keep on telling me those words?

"You know," You looked away from me. "The brightest flame burns quickest."

So you meant you saw us as a candle.

And I saw us as the sun.

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320 words of nonsense I'm vERY SORRy
Tfw you go back to school in six days ;-;
This is short and kinda confusing and like I (rlly) tried writing angst so like idek pls shoot me thanks
It's like 12 am and my brother's still playing league of legends bc hes crazy about ranking up lmao good luck bro
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You guys are so beautiful I'm cryfufnfh
I'll try to write a long chap for a thank you ok ahshahsha
Once again tysm ily all mwah

Love,
Ice

PS. I didnt really read this again so sorry if there are mistakes lmao
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