just write it all out

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Midnight 20 - 01/13/16

I'm a waste of so much space, yes, I'm a waste of so much space.
Go and take my breath from me, I don't need it anyway.
Take the air out of my lungs to feed the hungry and the poor,
Those who need it to survive while I throw it all away.

Look, I don't deserve your charity. I don't deserve your words.
And I don't deserve your love, or your money, or your time.
Can't you leave me to despair and wallow in my self-critique?
No, you have to cheer me up, with your ever perfect lines.

But don't get me wrong, I love the way you cater to my needs.
I'm not saying that it's bad, for you always to be there.
I just want to let you know that I can't do the same for you.
'Cause no matter how I try, I can't show how much I care.

Another backup because I shouldn't be on my iPad so I can't take time to write something new. Also because I just can't write right now. The circumstances have affected me enough that I'll hate anything I write, so.

Cry Baby doodle bc apparently Melanie's music is so relatable now.