Vale's POV
Hindi ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. I can't believe it that finally I'm married to the man I don't love. However, I have this hapiness deep inside that through Judah, I can frequently see Paul. Judah knows about this facts but then insisted on marrying me. Walang may makaka replace ng nararamdaman ko para kay Paul. Nandito lang ako sa loob ng sasakyan habang si Judah naman ay busy sa pag load ng personal kong gamit sa sasakyan galing sa apartment ko. He is treating me like a princess, ayaw daw niya akong mahirapan. Kahit na gusto ko siyang tulungan ay ayaw niya. I saw his muscles flex habang dala dala ang mga gamit ko. Judah is gifted with a good body, well toned ang mga muscles nito, matangkad at napakagwapo ng mukha. Hindi ko maiwasang humanga. Pero my mind is already set with Paul kaya siguro hindi din nagpo progress ang pagtingin ko kay Judah.
After he loaded all those baggage at the back of the car. Nakita ko itong umikot papunta sa akin sa passenger side. He opened the car door. "Ok ka lang ba diyan sweetie?" Sabi niya in a very concerned tone. Napakalapit namin sa isa't isa at nararamdaman ko na lang ang malalakas na tibok ng puso ko. Habang si Judah naman ay hindi inaalis ang malalagkit na tingin sa aking mga mata.
"I'm okay." Sagot ko sa kanyang nakatingin din sa mata ni Judah. Gosh! Hindi ko alam na napakaganda ng mata ni Judah. He has this light brown eyes, penetrating over me.
I saw him pulling the car's seatbelt. "Let's put this on, on you. I want you to be safe when you're with me all the time." Pero ng inilagay niya ang seatbelt across my chest, napalapit din ang mukha ni Judah sa dibdib ko. Halos mahalikan na niya ang mga ito. This brought a tingling sensation towards my body. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganito ang sexual tension na nararamdaman ko towards Judah. I haven't had this kind of feeling towards his brother Paul. Ours is more of an innocent love.
"Judah." Ang tanging nausal ko when his mouth touches my cleavage. That sends a thousand electrical volts to my body when he did that. I heard the click of the seatbelt. Then Judah held my face. Looked over me deeply in the eyes.
"Napakaganda mo. I can't take my eyes off of you and you are irresistibly beautiful." Sabi nitong sabay bigay sa akin ng halik. It was so deep, so sensual as he coaxed me to open my mouth. Ipinasok niya ang dila niya sa bibig ko. Sabay pisil sa isa kong binti.
"Oh! Judah..." I felt so wanton when it comes to Judah and we are in a broad daylight here in a public car park. Ewan ko kung ano ang nangyayari sa akin. I felt a different kind of sensation, so foreign to me. May nabubuhay si Judah na kakaibang sensasyon sa sarili ko.
"I want to ravish you. Right here, right now but I don't want to break my promise. You are just a sweet temptation that I can't resist." Still looking at my eyes, he stopped the kiss. Those words and actions of Judah. I felt being adored and deeply desired. When he stopped the kiss, I was so frustrated. Ano ba itong nararamdaman ko? Nakakahiya pag malaman ni Judah na gustong gusto ko ang mga ginagawa nito. Then, memories of our intimate moments in his office kept flashing on my mind. Mabuti na lang at busy si Judah habang may kausap ito sa phone. They're talking about business as usual and he is directing the person on the other line on what to do. Kaya nagkaroon din ako ng chance to look and take a closer glance at him. I saw the muscular contour of his face. How I wish to hold that handsome face and to give him lots of showering kisses.
I saw him hanging up the phone. "Sorry about that. I can't really help it not to answer those calls. Lalo na pag pamilya at kompanya ang involved. I always make sure I have time for important matters." Sabi nitong seryoso na nag da drive.
"That's alright Judah. I understand dahil sa parents ko at ngayon nga si Kuya na ang nag take over ng banking business kaya alam ko. No need to apologized." Sabi ko pa sa kanyang lumingon dito. Looking at Judah. Maswerte ang babaeng mamahalin nito dahil nasa sa kanya na lahat. Gwapo, mapagmahal at higit sa lahat responsable. Hindi ba ako ang babaeng maswerte na yon? Dahil pinakasalan ako ni Judah, minahal at matiyagang inaalagaan? I just felt weird. Dahil si Paul ang palagi kong naiisip at ito lang ang dinidikta ng puso ko. Or di kaya nilalabanan ko lang ang nararamdaman ko kay Judah.
"Where do you want to go sweetie? Anywhere you want. I can bring you there." Tanong pa nito sa akin na nagpaputol sa malalim kong pag iisip.
"Sa wharf gusto ko doon." Sagot kong walang kagatol gatol. Pag ganitong lahat ng gusto ko ay binibigay sa akin wala kaming pag aawayan ni Judah. Sumilay ang mga ngiti sa labi ko.
We are now here at the wharf enjoying the scenery of the golden gate bridge. It is so awesome and romantic being in this place. Not far from the distance is the Alcatraz Island. How I wish that Paul was here with me. Niyakap ako ni Judah from behind and started to kissed me at the back of my ears. That is a very warm, intimate gesture from a lover. I can't deny that I like what Judah is doing to my body but my mind is screaming of Paul. I wriggled away from his hug. "Judah, sandali. Bili lang ako ng popcorn doon. Hintayin mo lang ako dito." Alibi ko kay Judah upang makawala sa mga yakap nito.
I don't like to be held by someone I don't love. Pero aminin ko man o hindi sa sarili. May nabubuhay na damdamin sa akin si Judah na kakaiba. I'm gonna try to fight for this feeling. Dahil kay Paul kaya ako nagpakasal kay Judah. Malapit ko nang makita ang lalaking pinakamamahal ko. Kaya yun ang importante.
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