The Coffee Guy BoyxBoy ( #Wattys2016)

Chapter 10

Mike's POV

We ate a lot. Like a lot. I didn't knew I can handle so much food in my stomach but I did and it was fun.
" So are we ready withthe food now? " - he asked when I tried to tke a nap on the chair.
" Oh, Yeasss!! " - I said loudly and stood up and he stood up too leaving money on our table. " Thank you for the food " - I whispered in his ear and got out of the restaurant, he was just standing there for a secound and then he followed me. Oh, God that sounded so cheesy, I wonder what he thinks about me now. I wanted to just disappear.
" Where are we going ? " - I asked without looking him in the eyes.
" I literally have no idea "
" Erm... Do you like forests? " - I said trying to not whisper in his ear this time, I finally looked at him.
" Yes !! I love them..why? "
I smiled at him and held his hand. I was about to show him the place I spend most of my time. That was something special, it was something mine and for the first time i felt like I can't go by myself this time.
" Why did you asked ? " - He repeated himself.
" I'm gonna take you to a special place where I go almost everyday." - I smiled stupidly at myself.
" Alright " - he laughed and I started walking faster cuz I was excited.

" Wow "
" I know right "
We were in the forest now, near the river surrounded by fallen trees frim the storm 10 days ago. But always everything was fallen trees actually so I didn't knew from which storm are they. It wasn't the best looking forest like the ones on the TV but it felt like home for me. He looked amazed, I was really happy he likes it too. I saw my tree.
" And that, ladies and gentlemen is my tree !!! " - I shoulded trying to impersonate a TV person as pointed the tree. It was shaped perfectly, just like maken for someone to sit or lay on it. I was written some things on it. I saw " Mike Jerry 1996-2015 ". It was written by me actually. The " 5" in it was corrected many times because in every of these years I was planning to kill myself but I always failed. I couldn't even do that. This year I was just a secound about to but I don't know..I felt living just one more week of torture. I was panicking so i just grapped Alex's hand and showed him the sea.
" It's so cool in here. Will you invite me the next time too? " - He said and looked at me. He was happy I could feel it. He was happy and that meant I was too.
"The sunset is close " - I pointed at the sun who was going down.
" I love sunsets, yeah. " - He said and we both started laughing. I really wanted to touch his hair, it was very curly not like mine.
" So are the clothes comfortable? "
" Oh, yes.. Thank you again. For everything. " - I was wearing a grey t-shirt with a triangles on it and my hoodie. I smelled like him now, kind of. I liked it.

I really don't wanted this to end, I have never wanted something so much. I fell like I'm not that interesting for him to stay with me so is it better to just forget everything and step out before it gets too good? I didn't knew, but I just through I'll enjoy the sunset with him now and see what will happen tomorrow. His family probably is looking for him now, and if they find him, they'll find him with me. No one wants someone like me with they're kid. I liked him. You know, if you fall asleep in the fire, you wake up dead. And I did it, I fall asleep, surrounded by the fire but I was too tired to fight to be awake. Or maybe I didn't wanted to be. It doesn't matter anymore, I was burned but not dead yet. I wondered what he thinks about me. Is he hugging me at night just because I have nightmares and he just wants to be a good friend? I couldn't ask you, that was my one only friend. He was everything I had now and I was about to hold him hard, but only in my heart. Just to dream about him, my heat was place where he can't enter.

The sunset finally came and he both were smiling at it. And we both turned heats to look at each other. And we finally did it. We kissed