The Coffee Guy BoyxBoy ( #Wattys2016)

Chapter 49

*Alex's POV*

"Becky, stop it, please." I sighed in annoyance and buried my face into my hands. Becky finally zipped her lips together and she continued to drive.

"But, Mike des-"

"Stop it!" I yelled at the top of my lungs and she widened her eyes, glancing at me. "Stop the car. I cannot be here."

"No, i won't let you fucking go." She gritted her teeth and I rolled my eyes, trying to open the door but it was locked and I looked at the angrily. She saw my death glare and unlocked the car, stopping by the pavement. I quickly jumped out of the car and watched as she drove away. I sighed and looked down at the wet floor. It was raining. Well, fucking great.

"For fuck's sake." I sighed and I could hear sirens. I looked up to see an ambulance drive by me and I frowned. I hope whoever got into an accident got better. I wonder what Mike's doing.

I'm hungry and thirsty. I need somewhere to stay, and somewhere to eat. I walked down the pavement and my eyes caught to the coffee cafe me and Mike always used to go. A sad smile brought up my lips as I remembered the memories we shared in that small cafe. That cafe means a lot to me. That's where me and Mike met for the first time, that's where we spent most of our times there, and look what happened throughout the months. We met, fell in love, moved in together, and lived happily. But then something had to separate us. Maybe it's a sign that two of us has to stay away. I sighed and felt my eyes getting heavier and I wiped my eyes harshly, not daring to cry. I cannot cry. I need to stay strong for Mike.

I took out my phone to see it was two am. I really wanted to go to the cafe but it was closed. I frowned and sniffled, blinking twice. I need to stop being such a wuss. So what I lost Mike for now? I wonder if we will cross paths. There's no way I'm going back home though. If I see the gorgeous eyes of his, I will break. I'm already broken though. Nothing matters now that he's not here. I miss him. Where else can I go? If I lose myself, I'll lose it all.

I'm standing still. I feel the tears forming in my eyes and my head tells me to go back, but I can't. Where can I go now? I'm literally homeless. Suddenly I start to run. I don't know where but I'm following my heart. Blurry streets passes by me and I let out a sob as I run, the wind hitting my face harshly. I lost everything now. My love, my house, my life, everything.

I suddenly stop. I realise that I was about to go to my home. Mine and Mike's home. Should I really? If I did, Mike would think I'm weak and laugh at me and probably kick me out of the house. But I don't care. I need to see him. I have to see him.

"Quick!" I hear someone yell as I approach the house.

I collapse to the ground.

"N-no.." I sob out as I see my own house on fire. The flames. I feel my heart shatter into pieces as I watched people surround our home. I watched as I broke into small pieces. I hate myself. I did this.

Mike! Where is he? Where is Mike? Tears started to fall down faster as I push myself to my house and stare in horror as the roof breaks down and falls right in front of me. People try to take me away, but I refuse as I get inside the burnt down house.

"Mike!" I call and look around. Everything was burnt down. "Akihiko!" I called out. I couldn't hear anything except for the house breaking down by the fire. I cried as I watched the TV fall down and burn.

"NO!" I yelled as someone grabbed me and forced me outside. "Mike!"

"Please, stay here. Your partner has been already taken away from there before it got too dangerous for him to b-" I ran away, not listening to the police officer.

Then I remembered something.

The ambulance that passed by; it was Mike.

It was Mike. My love.

What about Akihiko?

I sob as I run down the pavement and fall over, and I scream. I fall down to the wet, hard ground and grunt. I look down to my knee to see my jeans ripped and faint blood on it. I gulped and stare in horror as the blood gushed out. I didn't feel any pain. The only pain I could feel was my heart. I want Mike. I need Mike. I want to see him.

"Mike." I whisper and get up, crying when my knee hurt and I look down to see that I have fallen on a rock, as the rock was covered in my blood too. I gulped, and I let the tears fall down. I cannot stop crying. I ignored the pain in my knee and started to run to the nearest hospital I know to check if Mike was there. I knew my knee would get worse if I continued to run but I didn't care. My knee can break for all I care. All I care about is Mike right now. I wiped my tears away as I ran and saw the hospital a block away from me. It was so close, but so far away.

"Help!" I yelled as I entered the hospital. "Is Mike Jerry here?"

"Mike Jerry?" A lady asked and I nodded my head frantically. The lady started to type away on her computer with  furrowed eyebrows.

"Sadly, no." She shook her head and glanced at my knee, "but I think you-"

"No thanks." I cut her off and sniffled, and ran away.

This is it.

I lost Mike.

I also lost myself.

I don't know anymore. Where else can I go?

"Mike!" I called out and collapsed to the ground. I was in a forest and I hadn't realised until now. I let the tears fall down frantically and I put my forehead onto the ground.

Mike is in the hospital and I'm not doing anything. I hope he's okay. I hope's hes being treated well and I hope he's awake and relieved. I hope he didn't smoke. I hope he has Akihiko. I hope he's okay.

I should have listened to the police officer. I shouldn't have ran away.

I pull myself up and walk around the forest, trying to find a way out.

"Mike." I tell myself as tears started to fall down more, "I-I mi-miss you!" I yelled out loud, hoping he would hear but I'm sure he couldn't because God knows where he is.

"Mike, I love you so, so, so much and I hope you will forgive me." I cried.

I lost him. I don't know where he is. I lost myself. I don't know where I am. I lost Akihiko. I don't know where he is. I lost my house. I lost everything.

As the same thought went through my brain again and again, I cried and cried.

I want everything to go back to normal.