The Coffee Guy BoyxBoy ( #Wattys2016)

Chapter 42

MIKE'S POV

Waking up. Sleep. Waking up. Sleep. Walking up. Silence.
I couldn't sleep again because she just decided to show off and play it like she cares. She couldn't fuck up my life less. I carefully got out if the bed without even lookimg at Alex and just stood there and got closer to the wall. Then to the other wall. Then to the window. I couldn't find a place so I just walked out of the room. I just need it and she doesn't understand, I went downstairs and closed thw door so I dont wake up Alex. I called Emily not caring it's 3 47 at night. She didn't pick up right away but didn't even for a minute think I will give up.
"Yes?" - her sleepy voice flew through my ears - "It's like... Fuck off it's 4 am whats going on"
"Where are they, give them back to me " - I whispered but still with anger in my voice. She didn't replied - "You that I can fucking go out and find some, I'm not fucking scared"
"Don't! We'll talk tomorrow just don't, okay?" - I rolled my eyes.
"No."
"Mike."
"I can't"
"Okay don't do anything, tomorrow I'll return them and I'll talk with Mark" - she said worried obviously.
"Thanks"

"Hey" - someone was pushing me and slapped my leg. I didn't need to be Sherlock Holmes to guess who that is.
"We're late and we haven't eaten yet, Mike you better get up fast"
I fully opened my eyes and looked around the room. I was sleeping on my tummy so I couldn't see a lot.
"I'm not eating breakfast today so what do you want?" - I asked getting up, getting dizzy because of the speed I got out of bed.
"Why?" - I looked at him and he was tottaly ready to go to school. I smiled to him and started looking for something to wear, ignoring his question. He said he won't eat too but I was too happy too be talk to him bout that right now. After I dressed up and went to the bathroom and fed Akihiko, we went to school. We were early and in the moment we entered the building I started looking for Emily, Alex was following me. I think he doesn't like Emily. Oh, please God give me more worries and problems. I'm honna forhet about them very very soon after I find Emily.
Martha said she was off school today. What a fucking bitch. Like really.

We had a lunch break. I didn't even remember what subjects I had I was so angry and kinda empty. We decided to eat out on the benches. Alex started to tell me about something very funny for him I guess but I just couldn't even focus on his face. The bell rang and we stood up. One of the bullies came near me with his group of asses and told me something. I couls really hear it. It was probably something mean. He is really not nice. I do not like mean boys. Till I could realise I was sitting on him and he was laying on the ground. I hit him. And again, and again and I could feel liquid on my arms now. I was screaming on his face and he couldn't even move. People around me were like full massy background. I was moving my head back and forth and I felt some really strong hands truing to take me. I didnt gave up but they just were stronger I finally saw the blood on my hands. That was really good shade of red. I put my hands on my face and started loving them which caused screams from the girls. The whole school was there. I saw who's holding me and it wasn't Alex. It was policeman. Everybody was watching me. I was breathing heavily.
"You're going with us lad" - the man said and I nodded my head. I couldn't see the boy. I had to run. I'm feeling too empty. I started trying to escape which was not a good idea because I don't remember nothing else.

"You could go to jail"
I opened my eyes and found myself sitting in a room I don't know. Alex was sitting next to me. He looked worried and coufused. I was feeling great if I have to be honest. The policeman came. He had a serious face but he didn't look bad.
"You were going right to jail Jerry. Someone payed for you and you are free now but the next time nobody will save you no matter how much money it has"
"Who the fuck saved you? Your father?" - Alex looked at me
"No. You don't know him." - I bit my lip and looked down my shoes. I didn't want to explain but I knew Alex was too jealous sometimes so I won't hide.
"Who?"
"He was my sugar daddy" - I said quietly still looking down.
"What?!"
"Can we please not talk about that, he was just in my life for a while and it was fun but now I love you and thats it."
"Oh, sure. Because he is past he still pays for you." - I looked up to see him rolling his eyes - " I don't want you near this man. How old is he even?"
"Well...like 63 I think."
"Nice. I'm angry at you right now"
"Don't be it's alright" - I winked
Another policeman came and whispered something in other's ear.
"Hmmm. You have luck its little." - the man looked at me and smiled a little.
"What?"
"Nothing" - I said to Alex. He was talking about the drugs. I was clean since a few days. Emily found out it and she stopped Mark from selling to me. What a bitch. I can't control. I just can't without them. Without them I was more...me. Like I needed them to be calm. No one would like my real me. If it wasn't the drugs I probably would be dead. They make my dreams so funny but most of the time I have my real dreams. My nightmares which make me cry in my sleep.
"The giy is in bad health. If he survive, you should biy him new teeth." - I heard Alex's voice next to me.
"From where do you know?"
"I was fucking there?! This was just so scary. Let's go home. We have to talk"
"Home - yes, talking - nah"