All Back (Triology of Up 2 You && She Ain't You)

Chris

Things have been feeling different lately. After finding out Christain was mine, made this situation awkard for the most part. Lex wasn't herself for a while, and that's understandable, because she didn't want anyone else having my babies. It's crazy how I changed her mind about having my babies. Remember when she didn't want CiCi? Now Ci Ci trying to talk and walking all over the place. She's turning 2 in 2 WEEKS.!!! My first born turning 2? It's crazy, I remember changing her stanky ass diapers. Now back to my second child, Christain, that boy is a momma's boy for real. I can't stand it, he gets annoying and I be ready to send him back. Lex makes me bond with him, because of what went down, she doesn't have anything to do for him really, except feed him or bathe him, which she rarely does cause she makes me do it. He's about 8 months younger than Ci Ci. I still can't believe that day.

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FLASHBACK

"In the case of Christopher Maurice Brown and Christain Michael Brown, Christopher Brown is indeed the father." I read aloud as Lex sat down slowly, "Babe, I'm sorry." I said, but it seem useless to say. She went a whole good week without talking to me. It was hard for me because I had to make my own food. She wouldn't even feed me. But I can't blame her, I messed up and it was my mistake.

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Now we're suppose to have another child, but after finding out Christain was mine, led Lex to a depression basically. I felt horrible because it was my mistake that caused the death of my unborn.

"You have fun tonight?" I asked Lex

"It was cool. We ain't had a moment to ourselves in a while." She said as we pulled up to a red light

"I know. I kinda miss it. The days we didn't have to worry about being parents." I said looking at her

"I don't mind. I'm glad I had my kids." She looked at me as I rubbed her hand, "Ci Ci was very difficult during my pregnancy."

"You only carried her for 6 1/2 months. Why you complaining?" I chuckled

"You didn't have to carry her." She said

"I would if I could to stop hearing you complain." I mumbled as the light turned green

"You jerk." She punched me

"Ayyee, I'm driving now."

Since she lost the baby, she's became very abusive towards me. Hitting like a man and shit.

"Then drive. You rushing anyway, ain't nobody said you was getting any." She said

"So it's like that huh?" I asked

"Mmhmm. Just like that."

"Don't say nothing when I'm up in your -"

"Don't even finish the sentence." She cut me off, "Nasty ass." She mumbled the last part

"I just want what's under that dress. Even if I gotta work for it." I said

"Just get me home to my baby." She said

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, we're engaged. As of last month. You know how ya boy do. I finally felt like I should step up and make a change. Mike was calling me soft for a minute. Saying Lex got me whipped. Lex was on a nigga heavy too. Wouldn't let me out that bedroom for anything. But you know that I made it count.

"Baby." I sighed, "We gotta talk."

"About?" She questioned

"Babies."