Dear, No One

ｔｈｉｒｔｙ - ｎｉｎｅ

SAMMYS POV

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"NO I CAN'T DO THIS ANY LONGER! I LOVE HER AND SHE DOES NOT DESERVE THIS!" i scream at Haley. (a/n haley is adrians sister if ya forgot) "SAMUEL YOU SHOULDN'T BE WITH HER I TOLD YOU THAT ALREADY!" i'm feed up with this. "you know what, i don't think Alyssa is the same way she use to be as a kid."

Haley always said that Alyssa use to be a bïtch towards her. which in my opinion, i don't believe for one second. she also forced Adrian to play Alyssa, he disagreed at first. but after a while he agreeded to the plan because he wanted her for her body.

now he's the biggest fückboy at our highschool. later on, Haley paided me kiss a girl in front of her. i know what your thinking 'how did i find out she was going to that big asš park?' well that girl i kissed, lets call her unknown.

so unknown was taking a walk down the street and over heard her talking to her self. by the way, how Alyssa plans everything out under her breath is cute to me. then unknown texted Haley and she gave me orders to do as planned.

i know, pretty fücked up right? well i have my reasons to why i did what i did. i truly do love Alyssa, but i needed the money to help pay the bills with my mom. she didn't know i was giving the money, i just always left it in the mail box and mom just found it.

the letter said 'a gift to you, don't return it' and it never had a return address. then my dad left us with no warning and no goodbyes, i don't know why though. but now that i realize something, he was barely home. i hope he wasn't fücking other women, that wouldn't end in a good way if i found out it was true.

anyways things were hard with her jobless, untill she found a job at a restaurant as a waitress. all i know is that she works at a tea place. "i'm leaving." and i leave Haley's house and go to my moms job. i look at the clock, yep it's her lunch time and i make my way to her job. once i arrive i see her outside at one of the tables eating her lunch.

"hey mama" i catch her unexpectedly. she flinches and looks at me and smiles "hey boy, gosh you scared me for a second!" she gets up to hug me and i take a seat next to her.

"so what's up kid?" i laugh a little then it fades "i um need someone to talk to about something" i say looking down at my fingers in disappointment. "but you have to let me finish my story without any interruptions, alright?" "i'm all ears" i take a deep breath and spill the beans. but i leave the part out where we were in the closet and i was leaving hickeys on Alyssa's collarbone while she was braless.

"sammy why would you even agree to that?" she says softly looking me in the eye. "it's just, um, we needed the money and um those letters we got, that was the money i made." "you didn't have to do that just for money, i know it's hard without your dad to help you guide yo-" "mom he never helped me with anything!" i whisper screamed "just go get your girl" mom said to me.

"but how do i? i screwed up and she can't even look at me without crying" i sigh. "i have an idea!" mom says a little too loud "go on". after half an hour of discussion about the 'plan' i head home to start on the how i will propose the plan to Alyssa. in a calm and gentle way.

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these are the last few chapters, oml i feel the tears. brb gotta cry
-Jasmine