The Sad Truth

Chapter Ten

This whole weekend has been so much fun. Honestly, I've never been this happy. I'm so glad Santana, Britney, and I are all best friends. They've been so supportive of my situation. I couldn't have asked for better friends.

Except when they make me go shopping. Yesterday Santana dragged me to the mall. Britney and her wanted me to stop dressing like a hobo. But I happen to like dressing like a hobo, thank you very much. So instead I got three jeans and a nice alien shirt I liked.

It took a lot of arguing and convincing, also a lot of pushing, but in the end, Santana got me, three dresses, five shirts, three long sleeved two crop topped, four skirts, and a jean jacket, since my other has slushy stains all over it.

So now I'm wearing a skirt and my brand new jean jacket with the black crop top. I had no choice. Santana threatened to burn all my comfy sweaters, she was holding them hostage in my backyard.

Today's also the day where I am five days clean. I'm trying to stay cut free for Britt and San. They've done so much for me, so I'll stop worrying them, and try to get over cutting. Just for them.

"Damn, Berry, you can hit me up any time" puck said as he saw me walking with Britney and Santana

Every guy was staring and flirting miserably. I think they all just wanted to talk to Santana and Britney. I mean sure I look ok, but compared to them, I look like a squid.

"See I told you, you looked good" Santana whispered as we walked to our lockers

Somehow Santana got her and Britts, lockers next to mine. I don't dare ask how.

"No,I look like a hooker" I say grabbing my book
"But I dress like this all the time," Santana said
"Exactly" Britney chimed in

I smiled to myself. Usually Britney defends San, but I guess not today. Maybe it's because San, made us all where crop tops. Which Brit and I don't do.

"Whatever, next time you see me and you have a bunch of dates, all I'll say is you're welcome" Santana smirked

"Don't get ahead of yourself" I smile

We walk to the auditorium to practice, today's the big audition. I really don't want to do it, and San and Brit are making me practice. Again, threatened the hoodies. Terrorists.

"Oh look! It's Finn" Britney yells "and there's no Quinn FaBitch" she whispered

I rolled my eyes. Apparently to them, we're going to be together. Sigh, and eye roll.

"H-Hey" Finn stuttered as soon as he saw me

San and Britney just whistled and walked away as I clutched my book.

"Hi" I say shy
"Um, you're not wearing your hoodie and jeans" he says,

does he not like my clothes?

"Yeah?" I answer
"No! It's not bad, it's good, actually really good, because you look really hot..GOOD! You look really good, I gotta go" Finn said turning red

I smiled. Finn thinks I look hot. This day has turned out to be pretty good for me. I should probably get to class as well. I hope no one slushies me today.

The bell rang as I slowly walked to class, I really don't want to go to math. Mr.Jedson always assigns us pounds of classwork and enough homework to make Jesus cry.

"I can't believe I trusted you! God I'm so stupid, who am I kidding? You're stupid!"

I heard someone yelling. I didn't want to get in the middle of it so I walked faster. But I have to pass by in order to get to class. Damn it.

I just go for it and walk really fast. I see Quinn and puck arguing. I wonder what that's about.

"Oh crap! It's Berry" puck whispers, but clearly not low enough
"What are you doing troll!???" Quinn yelled
"Hi Quinn nice to see you I was just getting to class, ok bye now!" I say fast then I start walking fast

I was almost at the door when she yells,

"WAIT!"

I feel her hand on my shoulder, well fuck on a cracker,

"Yes Quinn?" I ask reverting my eyes
"What did you hear?" She asked,

I think I detected nervous, but that can't be, Quinn fabray is never nervous! How strange.

"Nothing much, just something about trust and being stupid," I answer truthfully
"Ok, fine, get to class idiot, cause you need all the education you can get, and also good luck on the audition, you're gonna need it" she snarls

I don't know what but, there was like a fire inside me, that Santana lit with all the sassy classes over the weekend, so I turn on the knob and before I open I tell Quinn,

"Keep it, because I plan on wiping your ass on the floor" I say quickly and then I enter before she could retaliate.

Yup that was definitely scary.