* photo above is just a photo of Monchele, just cause I can
It's been a couple of days and everything seems to be going fine. Quinn hates me so much, and every opportunity she gets, she tries to trip me. I cut once a day now. Which is sort of good, not as much as before.
Finn and I became close again. I think it's because we've been practicing so much for glee. I'm actually feeling better than when this school year started. Who knew Finn had such an impact on me.
I was walking on my way to the auditorium to meet Finn for practice when I see Quinn and puck again. That's weird, they've been meeting in the shadows often.
"I'm not going to tell him, and if I do, I'm going to say it's his, he'd believe me," Quinn whispered harsh
"He'd still be suspicious, Quinn, in a couple months that Cheerios uniform isn't going to fit, and Finns going to find out, and it's not his kid, considering you two have never had sex!" Puck yelled back just as harshI hid behind the corner and covered my mouth, I can't believe Quinn cheated on Finn with puck and now she's pregnant! How am I suppose to tell him? Wait, why am I going to be the one to tell him? Shouldn't it be Quinn? Oh crap but if she knows I know she'll kill me. I can't face Finn right now, so I run.
When I run, it makes a loud squeak noise, so I panic. Maybe they didn't hear me?
"Hey! Bird beak, freeze" Quinn yelled
Ok maybe she did hear me, I stop running,
"You're going to go tell him aren't you?" She says mad
"It's not my business to tell" I answer
"But you're in love with my Boyfriend so of course you'd run off to tell him so we can break up, well let me tell you something, it's not going to work" she hisses
"I'm not trying to break you two up.........I'm sure Finn would do that all on his own" I answer adding the last part real quickI feel a pull at my hair and it's Quinn practically ripping out my hair, I see her face as my face looks up at hers,
"You better watch it troll, I'm capable of serious damage" Quinn says letting go of my hair
She walks away and I stand there as I try to fix my hair. My head hurts now, and it's not from all the secrets for once. I can't face Finn, so I go home.
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💙FinnyD😜🎶: where were you? You totally bailed on practice today, it made me sad :(
That was the first text I received ten minutes after I left school. I couldn't text him without spilling the beans. I felt so bad. So I decided to ignore him. Then I got,
💙FinnyD😜🎶: did I do something wrong? If I did, I'm sorry ;(
I felt so bad, because he's so sweet and he doesn't deserve what's happening. So I've decided no matter what the consequences I'm telling him tomorrow. First I need to assure him that he did nothing wrong.
👑Rachela😎⭐️: no! You didn't do anything, I just had something to deal with, but I promise I'll tell you tomorrow
I texted him, plain and simple. As for the names, Finn decided I was "a queen" and one time he rapped in glee, so I started calling him FinnyD. So technically there like our inside jokes. I instantly get a message,
💙FinnyD😜🎶: the world is right again, lol, talk to you tomorrow I guess, sweet dreams squirt☺️
Since I'm so small and Finn is so tall, he nicknamed me squirt. Out of all the things that's what he choose, so I get to call him,
👑Rachela😎⭐️: lol, ok sweet dreams, dinosaur😉
It's a long story, but short summary. He yawned and I told him he looked like a dinosaur and he said, 'I am a dinosaur' so I stared calling him Dinosaur.
I don't know how I'm suppose to tell him. So I write in my journal. I was writing so much that when I checked the time it read, 9:45. I closed my journal and brushed my teeth, cut myself, put on my pajamas, and went to bed.
Then my door opened, I got scared a little but I saw it was just my dad. I signed and smiled,
"Hi daddy, you're home early" I answer pretending to not be tired
"Well, we came early, because we've been missing out so much, well at least I did, dad couldn't come too, they only let one of us come home" daddy said sadI just nod my head. Of course it's just him, the company just loves taking my dads away from me.
"I understand" I answer
"Oh star, you shouldn't have too, but I promise once we're on vacation, we'll plan a family daddy-daughter day" daddy said
"Ok," I nodI appreciate the effort, but I haven't done daddy-daughter day since I was eight. Dad gets up from my bed,
"Ok, go to sleep, you have school tomorrow" he said
"Night daddy" I answered rolling my eyesI was already going to sleep, duh. Sometimes they can be so oblivious.
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The Sad Truth
Fanfiction//finchel// Glee clubs bubbly Rachel isn't as bubbly and happy as everyone thinks. Something's happened that haunts her, now it's up to a certain quarterback to help her. *note* this story is dark, and includes self harm and other damaging things t...