The Sad Truth

Chapter Eighteen

I was still crying when Quinn decided to walk out. So everyone began to stare at me. They all had pity in their eyes as they looked at me. Puck looked conflicted so I walked out as well. Being in a room with all those people is so overwhelming.

I can't handle their questions and pitying. So I was crying and walking out when I fall down. I wipe my tears and see a blonde kid with big lips looking down at me.

"Oh...sorry" he said helping me up
"It's ok" I said still crying
"Are you ok?" He asked
"Yeah I'm fine," I lied
"Come on, you're obviously not fine, do you want to go get some ice cream and talk about it?" He asked

I don't even know this kid and he's already asking me if I want ice cream. What the heck? Where does he come from, he's so nice.

"I'm not a crazy person, I promise, I'm just new, the names Sam" he says
"Ok....Sam, I'm Rachel," I say wiping my tears

I still feel sad because Finn is no longer my best friend, and usually he's the one to take me out. Now I'll never knowing if he'll ever take me out again, or most importantly. Forgive me.

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I was finishing my rocky road ice cream, well more like playing since I didn't feel like eating, as Sam sat there.

"So, correct me if I'm wrong, but, your best Friend, broke up with you and his girlfriend because you both kept the secret that his baby is actually his best friends baby" Sam said

"Yeah" I said low

I'm such an awful person. I completely  lied to one of the most important people in my life. And for what? Oh yeah, nothing. Not even a thank you from Quinn or anything. Just a whole lot of complicated things.

"Hey Sam, can you please just take me home now," I ask still sad
"Sure" he answers

With that being done we walk out. I'm so out of it. I barely talked to Sam. I just told him why I was crying. Well one of the reasons I was crying.

In return he told me he was here for his sister who goes to our school as well. Turns out they're both joining glee club after we finish sectionals.

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I got home and I laid in my bed holding myself with my blanket. I wanted to cry, well I am crying. I can't believe I did that to Finn. How could I have been so stupid? Now he's going to hate me forever.

I also can't believe Jacob posted my diary. Now everyone knows Rachel berry's big dark secret. Including the one she didn't tell her best friend. Another reason he should be pissed at me.

I lay in bed crying as I hear a knock on the door. I don't want to get up but I hear Santana yell,

"Don't make me climb up the window again!"

I instantly get up and head over to open the door. In front of me is San and Brit with a blonde girl. She looks like a freshman. I just don't understand why she's here.

"Um, who are you?" I ask trying not too sound rude
"She came to us asking for you, said she's new and she read the schools newspaper today," Santana said

The girl looked nervous but something about her made her look so, sad, so broken, so....me.

"I know how you feel about New York, that's where I moved from, and I moved for the exact same reason you never went back" she said

I was too shocked too speak so I let the three of them in. The girl stood there and I finally managed to get words out.

"Um, what was your name again?" I ask wrapping my head around the fact that, now I know, I'm not the only one

"Kitty, kitty Evans" she responded

So this is why Sam moved here.

"I believe you met my brother," she added
"Yeah, he took me out for some ice cream earlier, but I was out of it, sorry about that" I said still processing who she was

When I said the ice cream thing San and Brit lifted their eyebrows. I'll tell them later.

"I'm here to tell you that they're looking for you," kitty told me
"Whose looking for me?" I ask scared
"The police," she said simple, I widened my eyes, "they want us to go to trial" she said

I still widened my eyes. Why would they want me to go back there? I can't go back there. What if he finds me. It's as if kitty reads my kind because then she says something relieving, and scary at the same time,

"Rachel, they caught him,"