//finchel//
Glee clubs bubbly Rachel isn't as bubbly and happy as everyone thinks.
Something's happened that haunts her, now it's up to a certain quarterback to help her.
*note* this story is dark, and includes self harm and other damaging things t...
||| I walk into the choir room afraid. After yesterday's cry fest, I decided to get my act together. I know this isn't what my dads would've wanted. So I washed the pink out of my hair, I took out my nose ring, I threw out my pack of cigarettes, and I changed my clothes.
Finn hugged me and let me cry it out. It felt nice, but than me being a big baby, I ran away. I haven't really spoken to him. In fact I've sort of been ignoring him. I don't know what to say.
I obviously love him and everything, but I still believe he deserves someone better. Someone who isn't as damaged. Also I don't know what to say to him. He went through all the trouble of getting everyone to sing, and he let me cry in his arms, then I ran.
Anyway I'm re-auditioning for glee. Apparently sue didn't cut it and glee club gets another year. I'm happy for the club. At least now we, or they, still all have each other. |||
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*Rachel and Finns outfits
I walked into the choir room and it grew silent. Finn almost stood up from his chair as soon as he saw me. I fidgeted a little and waited for mr.schue to turn around. When he saw how quiet it got he turned to face me. He showed me a little smile.
I stepped closer and showed a little itty bitty smile.
"I'd like to join glee club again, if you'll have me" I asked "Of course Rachel" Mr.schue said
I smiled and went to sit down, front and center. Everyone started patting my back and saying how much they missed me. I smiled to myself. I guess they really do care about me.
I raised my hand as Mr.schue continued talking. He stopped and looked at me with a small smile.
"Yes Rachel" he asked "I'd like to sing a song," I said "The floors all yours" mr. Schuester said moving away
I went to the front of the room. I looked at everyone and smiled. They all look so genuine to see me. It warms my heart.
"I would like to thank all of you guys for the songs you sang to me yesterday, it really meant a lot to me," I started off "I'm sorry I've been a little crazy, but I'm glad to be back here with you guys, I don't know what I'd do without you" I finished shrugging
I glanced at Finn who was doing that half smile that I love so much. He really is a good guy. I wish I could tell him that I love him back, but I can't. Well here goes nothing,
I thought I saw a man brought to life
I finished the song with some tears glossing over my eyes. But I didn't want to cry. Thankfully everyone came and hugged me. It felt nice. So I let them hug me, and I hugged back.
Being with everyone in the choir room, it just felt right.
