The Sad Truth

Chapter seventeen

*the next day

Yesterday was a rough day but I managed to get through it, thanks to Finn and Santana and Britt. The rest of the day went by smoothly. But the only thing that been confusing me is that Quinn hasn't been taunting me. Instead she looks at me with guilt.

I feel bad for her, but I feel more bad for Finn, lately I've been getting more anxious. I don't think I can keep this secret form Finn. Especially after he helped me out. It just seems so wrong.

I was walking to class when Quinn comes up to me. She was holding some type of book. She looked hurt and angry.

"I know you think I set up that beat up, but I didn't think they would do that to you, but how could you do this to me? " she said sad

I have no idea what she's taking about,

"Quinn, what are you taking about?" I asked confused

She looked like she was going to cry

"Finns going to break up with me when he reads this, this stupid book!" Quinn yelled crying

She shoved the "book" at me and I saw it was a book. It was my diary. The one that had been missing. The one with all my deepest darkest secrets. Now I wanted to cry!

"Quinn I didn't publish this! I would never publish this, it's my diary!!" I yell exasperated

Quinn looked shocked and she stared walking away while crying harder. Santana and Britt ran up to me with the book. Everyone's already starting to look at me differently. San and Brit had worried looks.

"The JBI blog sent this out to everyone in the school, Rach its your whole diary" San said sincere

I wanted to cry, and then I saw Finn who was mad and sad and hurt, he was walking toward me.

"How could you not tell me!!??? I thought we were friends!! I can't believe you kept something like this from me!!" He yelled at me

I don't know how much he read, but I can tell he read enough. I started crying, I can't loose Finn, he's my rock.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know how to tell you" I cried
"Screw this, we're through! You're no longer my best friend!" Finn yelled on the verge of crying

He walked away angry and I just stood there crying. How did he even....wait, yesterday when I dropped my backpack and Jacob helped me. That asshat! I can't believe this! Now everyone knows.

I was crying as Santana and Britney rubbed my back, we walked into glee were Finn was punching puck to the ground and Quinn was crying as everyone watched.

He was punching puck real hard, then mr.schue came in and got him off of puck.

"Punk just walked in and sucker punched me" puck yelled with a bloody nose
"TELL THE TRUTH!" Finn yelled
"Finn calm down" mr.schue said
"NO, THEYRE BOTH LYING TO ME! " Finn yelled

It's quiet until Quinn walks up, crying, and she says,

"Yes, puck is the father" Quinn cried
"All that stuff about the hot tub? You just made it up?" Finn asked
"Yeah and you were dumb enough to believe it" puck interjected

He was about to go punch him again but mr.schue stopped him. Finn nodded his head as if trying to say no. He looked at Quinn and me and he looked like he wanted to cry. Quinn and I were both crying. I didn't want to loose Finn, he's my best friend, he's my first friend.

"Screw this, I'm done with you!" Finn yelled at Quinn "I'm done with both of you, I'm done with all of you!" He yelled and he walked out kicking a chair

We all stood there quiet. Quinn was still crying. I closed my eyes to try to keep from crying, but it was no use. It still hurt the same to know I just lost Finn, because of a secret I kept for Quinn.