I Don't Love You

Chapter One

I Don't Love You

I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS (RAY TORO, CHRISTA TORO, MIKEY WAY, ALICIA WAY, GERARD WAY, LYNZ WAY, BANDIT WAY, FRANK IERO, JAMIA IERO, CHERRY IERO, LILY IERO), THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BAND, NAME OR LOGO. I DO NOT OWN ANY PHOTOS OF THE BAND THAT IS ON COVERS. THIS IS A FAN FICTION. 'I DON'T LOVE YOU' IS WRITTEN BY ME AND IS COPYRIGHTED.

Sorry for any spelling/grammar issues!

CHAPTER ONE

Alicia's POV

"Whaa?" Mikey moaned and rolled over to face me. He blinked open one eye and then the other, looking at me questioningly. "Ray and Christa" I whispered, knowing he would understand. 

He sat up and listened. I saw him cringe when he heard Ray shouting back to Christa. We watched silently as Ray stormed towards the basement staircase. He and Christa never slept in the same room after they had a big fight. They had been fighting a lot lately, so the basement couch had become like Ray's second home. What surprised me about this fight however, is Ray had left the room with tears streaming down his face. Ray never cried. Ever. Not when his sister died. Not when his parents disowned him for being in an 'emo' band. Yes, Ray Toro, Mikey Way, Gerard Way and Frank Iero made up the band My Chemical Romace. The band was not 'emo'. It was rock, and it was beautiful. But Ray's parents had never seen it that way. They had told him to pick the band or living at home and talking to his parents. He immediately packed his bags and walked out. At that point, the whole band had lived together, despite Ray. It was nice having everyone together, but when Gerard and LynZ had Bandit, and Frank and Jamia had Cherry and Lily, it started getting to crowded. Gerard, LynZ and Bandit got the own place. So did Frank, Jamia, Cherry and Lily. That left Mikey and I and Ray and his new girlfriend Christa. It was great. Ray and Christa got married. Then the fights began. It was always Christa who started it. Ray was too easygoing to start anything. I 

I snapped out of my flashback. I looked at Mikey and he nodded. We knew the routine. I would talk to Ray and hear what really happened and Mikey would talk to Christa to see how fake her story was.  

I went out to the kitchen and got two cups of coffee and headed down the stairs to the basement. Ray was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands, the tears pouring out of his eyes. I set the coffee on the table in front of us and pulled Ray into a hug. We just hugged in silence for a while, Ray's tears soaking into my shoulder, me stroking his back and whispering soothing words to him. He was shaking and hiccupping from crying. He had never done this before, and I didn't know what to do. "Ray, Ray, it's alright. I'm here. It's alright. Tell me what happened. It's alright, let it out. You can tell me."  

He pulled away from me and took a shaky breath, the tears not stopping for a second. "I-I was s-stupid. She t-told me that she hated me. She hates everything about me. Everything me and the band stand for. She said that she never cared for a second about me. She just wanted the fame and the money that came with me. She told me that she thought it would be easy to put up with me if I was always on tour and never near her, she could just spend all my money. She said that she couldn't put up with me anymore, that it wasn't worth the money. She told me that she is done and that she is leaving tomorrow night. She told me she never wants to see from me again. She told me she doesn't love me. She said that she never did love me." Ray started to wail loudly. I didn't blame him. It wasn't my marriage, and the tears were in a constant stream down my face. I pulled him in for another hug. "I'm so sorry Ray. So so sorry. This isn't your fault. You never did anything wrong. She's nothing but a two-faced bitch." Ray kept sobbing into my shoulder, totally oblivious to my soothing.  

I heard a smashing sound coming from upstairs. "YOU SAID WHAT TO HIM?!" Mikey screamed. "YOU BITCH! YOU FUCKING BITCH!" I heard another smashing sound and then the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs towards us. Mikey appeared in the doorway, his face red and his eyes tear lined. He ran to us and wrapped his arms around both of us. "I'm sorry Ray. I feel awful". Mikey was crying now too. "What did you smash?" came the muffled voice of Ray. "Oh.. the bedside lamps.. sorry babe" Mikey whispered, turning to me apologetically. I just rolled my eyes, letting him know I didn't give a shit about the damn lamps, I was worried about Ray. Suddenly Ray started wailing again, louder than before. "What?! What is it Ray?" Mikey asked. "I'm a failure. A fucking failure!" "You are not a failure Ray Toro!" I cried. "But I am! My parents hate me! My wife hates me! She never loved me in the first place!" "Ray, your parents are douches, you know that. And Christa.... Christa is Christa. She isn't your fault" Mikey soothed. Ray just wailed louder.  

I looked at Mikey and slipped from the hug. I walked to the other end of the basement, pulled out my phone and called Gerard. He answered immediately, he always does. "What is it Alicia?" "Ray. Christa said a lot of shitty things to him, than left him. She's still upstairs, we're in the basement. I'll explain later. I need you and Frank here. Get LynZ and Jamia to stay with the kids". I could already hear him getting ready to leave on the other end, explaining wait was going on to LynZ in a hushed whisper so that he didn't wake Bandit. "Oh and Gee?" I asked. "Yes?" "Call Frank on the way". "Ye-" he started to reply, but I had already hung up. I rushed back over to Ray and Mikey and told them that Frank and Gee were on their way. Ray just nodded, but Mikey looked please that there would be more people to help.

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So theres the fist chapter.. Not really sure how I feel about it. I guess I'll just keep writing and we'll see. I dont really have any plans for this story, the idea was basically just chapter one so I dont know how its gonna go. Next chapter will be in Mikey's POV. Thanks for reading!

-Cass