I Don't Love You

Chapter Nine

I Don't Love You

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CHAPTER NINE

Mikey's POV

Alicia. Alicia. Alicia. Where was she going? I could see her running out the hospital doors. I was almost there. Dodge the old lady in the wheelchair, the woman with the baby, the crying little boy. Almost there almost there almost there! I could nearly reach the doors when I felt a pair of arms grab me around my waist, and I felt another pair latch on to my wrists. "Whaaaatttt!" I cried, trying to spin around, but the arms held me tight. I already knew who it would be before they spoke. "Gerard, Frank, let me go." "No. You did something that upset Alicia" Frank said. "And your gonna tell us all about it" Gee finished. "But your MY brother Gee!" I whined. "It's Gerard until your out of trouble" he said.

Frank pulled me to a chair and made me sit down. For such a short guy, he was pretty strong. Instead of trusting me, he sat in my lap so that I couldn't get up. "Fraaannnkk" I whined, laughing a little. He just glared at me.

I sighed and told them the whole story.

Alicia's POV

I ran through the hospital doors. I just kept running. I didn't know where to go, so I kept running blindly. I couldn't see very well through my tears, but I didn't care where I ended up.

When I finally stopped running, I found myself in the middle of a bunch of trees. Well that's just great.. I thought to myself. Now I have absolutely no idea where I was. Well at least I would have some time to think before it got dark.

Mikey's POV

I swear by the time I had told Frank and Gee everything, I could have stuck my whole fist inside their mouths their jaws where hanging so low to the ground. They both gave me a hug.

"She told us not to tell you or Ray where she was because she needed some time alone. Now that I think about it, she never told us where she was going, but she looked pretty upset" Gee informed me. I felt my stomach knot. Alicia had suffered severe depression before we were together. She had told me that I saved her from herself. I knew that in a situation like this, things could get bad for her. When things happened with Ray and Christa, Alicia could handle everything smoothly because it wasn't her that was suffering. But now she would be upset and confused, and I am worried that she will do something stupid that will harm her... Or the baby. The baby! "We have to find her" I said, trying to sound calm. Frank and Gee both nodded, understanding.

Ray's POV

Shit. Shit. Shit. Why would I tell her now? The moment was supposed to be perfect! I was naive enough to believe that she might have feelings for me after she saved me. I was drunk and high and I just wanted her love me like I love her, so I crossed out Christa's name after I carved it and then carved Alicia's. I love her. I know that now. I just wish I had of realized that before Christa. Now she ran away from me... so did Mikey. Now I'll have lost two of my best friends. Maybe more if Gee and Frank have heard the story too.

I have to find her. I have to make her understand. I have to tell her the whole story. I have to make things right between us.. even if it isn't the outcome I want. If you love someone enough, you have to let them go. I love Alicia. And I'm willing to lose everything to prove it.

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Hey guys! So this is sorta a filler, I need to build up to the next big thing. So here it is! Thank you for reading! Xoxo

-Cass

P.S. Did you like the new POV? I though it would be interesting to do something from Ray's perspective, but I find it easier to write from Alicia's POV, so I think I'm going to try to do more that way. But I will definitely do small sections of other characters POV. Maybe Gerard will have a section next chapter? ;)