I Don't Love You

Chapter Fourteen

I Don't Love You

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CHAPTER FOURTEEN

Ray's POV

I woke to the sound of pained screams. "What's going on?" I called out. No answer. I sighed and rolled out of bed, stretching. I still feel like shit. I just want Alicia to love me.

I walked out into the hall as I heard another pained scream. "NOOO! NO NO NO!" It was Alicia. I raced to the sound of the screaming. It was coming from her and Mikey's bedroom. I burst into the room, only to find it empty. I heard another scream. The bathroom! It was coming from the bathroom! I raced around the corner and into the large bathroom through the open door.

There I saw Alicia curled up on the bathroom floor, her head in Mikey's lap. Her face was tear stained and her legs covered in blood. Mikey's face was ghostly pale and tear stainded. Jamia and LynZ were sitting on the floor trying to sooth Alicia and clean her bare legs. Frank and Gerard were hovering around the edge of the group, looking out of place and unsure.

"What's going on?!" I demanded, trying not to sound panicked. Everyone looked up at me, appearing startled. Alicia let out a loud sob. "The baby" Gerard whispered. "We lost the baby" "It's all the stress lately" Frank whispered, hurt showing on his face. He wouldn't look me in the eye.

I felt the tears catch in my throat. Everything was supposed to start getting better now! Even if I couldn't be with Alicia, things were supposed to start getting better! And then it hit me. I killed this baby. I killed Alicia's baby. I am the one who has been putting all the stress on Alicia lately. This is all my fault. "I-I'm so s-sorry" I choked out. "T-this is all my f-fault" I sobbed. I turn and fled from the bathroom.

This is all my fault. I couldn't even stay and face the mess I've caused. I always run away like a coward. I am a coward. This is it. Enough is enough. I'm ending it all right now. I don't care what anyone says. No one is going to stop me. I can't bear to live like this.

I scribbled out a quick goodbye note to everyone, apologizing yet again for all of my mistakes and the problems I've caused. They'll fix everything after I'm gone. I grabbed a knife off the kitchen counter. And then it went black.

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Hey guys. Sorry its been waaaayyy too long since I last updated. What do you think? Is this the end? Do you want me to continue?Tell me what you think. I want opinions, although I think I know what I want to do. We'll have to see. I promise as soon as I get used to this new schedule there will be waaayyy more frequent updates!

-Cass