7, 504 miles

01.09.2016

10.00

i'm in the taxi alone coming back from dinner with my two favourite girls and our friend. i got a super cute totoro plushy keychain baby. i am sooo in love with him he's so cute and soft and i just wanted to buy all the cute ghibli things!!!

i was feeling distant and pissy earlier when i was first at dinner but then i decided to change my attitude and seize the moment and enjoy myself. i don't know why i was acting so bitchy before because when i turned myself around, i had a great time and laughing is awesome so i'm glad i made myself change my attitude.

proud of myself for successfully taking baby steps. i also have to thank my mom and friends for encouraging me to be the best i can. i have a lot of self-love to still gain, but i'm slowly getting there.

i'm learning that you can't change your attitude without taking it all in and turning it into something good.

i'm going to go home, have an earl grey tea, apologize to my amazing friend whose feelings i've hurt, read a little bit on the balcony, and make my other friend an 8tracks playlist of my favourite twenty one pilots songs so she can get to know

and obviously love

them before we go to their concert!!!!!!!!!! in june.