The Weight ↠ s.m [1]

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Valerie

It's been 3 months that I haven't talked to Shawn. Yeah he came home for Christmas and New Years. Chad went to see him, and I haven't. I miss him like crazy but I'm to scared to tell him about Chad and I.

Chad hasn't told him either. I feel bad. I still think Chad lied saying that Shawn was in love with me. But at the same time I believe him. It's just so complicated. "Valerie honey there's someone at the door for you" my mom said. I nodded getting up from my bed and headed down the stairs.

When I opened the front door all the way Shawn was standing right in front of me. "Shawn" I said.

"Hey Val" he responding giving me a small smile. "What are you doing here..? Not that I'm not happy to see you I'm just wondering"

"I uh was going to surprise Chad with these to surprise you but he's working, so I uh got these plane tickets for you and him to come see me on the Jimmy Fallon show" he said handing them to me. Jimmy Fallon?!" I screeched he laughed and nodded. I couldn't resist I pulled him into a hug and felt him tense up which was weird. "That's amazing Shawn oh my god!" I said while pulling back. "Yeah the flight leaves tomorrow so you better start packing" he said. I pulled him in and ran to my room "okay you have to help me pack..wait how long am I staying for?"

"A week your parents would allow you stay longer cause school just started again" he said. I roll my eyes at the sound of it. "Okay let's get you ready"

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It was really early in the morning. It's was like three am and i was on plane. Chad was by my side Shawn left last night so he can prep for today. "We have to tell him" Chad mumbles. "No..atleast not yet"

"You said that months ago when are we actually going to tell him?" He asked. I shrugged "the time hasn't been right I guess"

He sighed and laid down his seat back. I sighed as well looking out the window. I'm just not ready to tell him.

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The show was awesome now it was time for Shawn and Camila to preform. "Here is as the kids say OTP, here's my OTP Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello!"

Chad I stood up and cheered. Shawn began the strum and Camila began to sing. I clapped along causing the rest of the audience to as well. I was proud. I think I will never stop being proud.

The song finished and we all stood up and clapped. Shawn and Camila went in for a hug and kissed. Which caused everyone to cheer louder. But caused me to roll my eyes. "Relax" Chad whispered, I sighed. Every single day he's with her he forget about me more.

Chad and I began to walking back towards the lobby to the studio and made our way backstage. "Shawn!" Chad shouted. Shawn looked over and smiled, he let go of Camila's hand and walked over to us. Chad went over and gave Shawn a hug. Once they pulled back Shawn came over to me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.

"I'm never going to get tired of saying how proud I am of you" I whispered he pulled back and smiled.

"Shawn we gotta go" I heard Camila say. "Go? Go where?" I asked Shawn. "To a interview" he replies as he puts his arm around her. "I'll meet you two back at the hotel" he says as he walks away. I began to glare at them. "Val, what is up with you?"

"I just don't want to lose him"

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Kinda feel bad for her. But she don't love him like he love her sOOO