The Weight ↠ s.m [1]

24

Valerie

It's been a month and I haven't heard anything from Shawn. He won't even answer my texts or calls.

"Val, come on stop trying" Chad said. "No i won't I want our bestfriend back" I argued. "Babe we lost him the day he left..."

I looked at Chad and sighed. He's right when he first left we talked everyday then it faded, especially when he started to date Camila. "You're right...it just hurts me that I hurt him"

"We hurt him Val"

"I mostly did though. He was in love with me Chad"

"I'm gonna go for a walk" I said as I got up from his couch. "But it's pouring out" he said. "I don't care...uh I'll just go home from here I'll be fine"

I walked out his house and began to walk. The rain felt nice..I remember rainy days used to be Shawn and I's favorite day to play outside, we played and jumped into muddy puddles. Those were the easy days. No drama what so ever. We just had fun.

Now everything is so difficult. Hormones, love, heartbreak, feelings. It all sucked.

I sighed thinking about it and got on my phone I then saw a tweet from Shawn.

@ShawnMendes : so happy to announce my album is out right now!!

His album. Oh my god I totally forgot about it! I have to call...he won't answer though. Maybe if I leave a message he'll listen to it. I clicked on his contact and waited for the ring.

"The number you're trying to reach has been disconnected"

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Oh shootout