The Weight ↠ s.m [1]

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Valerie

"Val babe come on wake up"

I groaned pulling the covers over me. "Val come on we're gonna be late" he said. I sighed sitting up, "late for what again?" I asked.

"your d-doctors appointment.." He muttered. I looked at him and sighed. I was scared to go, knowing that this could ruin my future and his makes me wish I still had Shawn around to help me get through this.

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"I can't believe that you're breaking up with me over this!" I shouted. "I don't want to live like this Val! Through out it all I'm barley going to see you, barley doing anything with you really! I don't want to be able to look at you and feel guilty. You know I can't help you with this! I'm sorry..but we're done" he said walking out of my house.

The feeling I felt was as if someone ripped my heart out of my chest and ripped it right in front of me. I began to sob and I sat on the floor. My sobs turned into screams as I sat on the floor. It sucks not having your bestfriend when you need him.

I pulled out my phone and dialled Laur's number

Laur
Hey Val what's up?

Valerie
C-can you come o-over please?

Laur
Val what happened?

Valerie
I-I'll expla-ain e-everything when you get here

Laur
Okay I'm on my way

She hung up and I got up and ran to my room before my mom catches me crying. No one can know what's going on. No one.

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"Oh my god, I can't believe Chad would do that" she said hugging me tightly. I kept crying into her arms and she rubbed my back. "I want t-to talk to Shawn" I whispered. "Aw Val...I don't know"

"I really need to...he can make me feel better"

She nodded and sighs as she pulled back and grabbed her phone. She clicked on his contact and she waited for him to answer "hey Shawn!....I'm good and you?.....that's awesome but I really need you to talk to Val.......why? Because she really needs you right now......but Chad--..........Hailee? But Shawn don't hang up----" she looks at her phone in shock. "He was serious about not ever talking to me huh..."

"He hung up on me" she said glaring at her phone. She sighs and puts her phone on my nightstand. "It's been four months since I last heard his voice..." I whispered. "Val I'm sorry" she said. "I-it's okay...I'm can you leave please? I want to be alone..."

"I don't think I should---"

"Please.."

"Okay, just call me if you need anything and I'll come right away. Okay?" She said, I nodded. She sighed then left my room closing the door behind her.

I sighed and went on my phone. Probably isn't healthy to go on right now but I wanted to see Shawns face. I went on his Instagram and the first picture was him and a girl. Hailee Steinfeld to be more specific.

"With her <3"

Was the description it made me feel more upset knowing he has a new girl in his life. Not just a new girl...a new bestfriend, a new love, a new everything.

I've been officially been replaced.

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To bad so sad :(((

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