The Weight ↠ s.m [1]

15

Valerie

I sat with Chad in my living watching The Late Late Show With James Corden, it was literally one of my favorite shows of all time. I missed half of it though which made me angry. It said in the description a special performance. I hope it's Justin Bieber.

Once commercials ended the show came back on I put of the volume and began to listen what he was saying. "Now here's Shawn Mendes with Camila Cabello with I Know What You Did Last Summer"

"What?!" I shouted turning up the volume. Shawn was on my tv. With Camila.

He knows
Dirty secrets that I keep
Does he know it's killing me?
He knows, he knows
D-d-does he know
Another's hand have touched my skin
I won't tell him where I've been
He knows, he knows, he knows

Camila sang I began to listen to the song more carefully. Each word was describing something.

"It's tearing me apart
She's slipping away (I'm slipping away)
Am I just hanging on to all the words she used to say?
The pictures on her phone
She's not coming home (I'm not coming home)
Coming home, coming home

I know what you did last summer
(Ah-ah)
Just lie to me there's no other
(He-ey)
I know what you did last summer
{Tell me where you've been}
I know what you did last summer
(Ah-ah)
Look me in the eyes, my lover
(He-ey)
I know what you did last summer
Tell me where you've been

I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
I didn't mean it, no
I didn't mean it, mean it, no
Can't seem to let you go
Can't seem to hold you close
I know

When she looks me in the eyes
They don't seem as bright
No more, no more, I know
Then she loved me at one time
Would I promise her that night
Cross my heart and hope to die

It's tearing me apart (It's tearing me apart)
And she's slipping away (I'm slipping away)
Am I just hanging on to all the words she used to say?
The pictures on her phone (The pictures on my phone)
And she's not coming home (I'm not coming home)
Oh, na, na, na, yeah

I know what you did last summer
(Ah-ah)
Just lie to me, there is no other
(He-ey)
I know what you did last summer
{Tell me where you've been}
I know what you did last summer
(Ah-ah)
Look me in the eyes, my lover
(He-ey)
I know what you did last summer
{Tell me where you've been}

I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know (no, no, no)
Can't seem to let you go,
Can't seem to keep you close
(Hold me close)
I can't seem to let you go,
I can't seem to keep you close
(You know I didn't mean it though)
Tell me where you've been lately
Tell me where you've been lately
(Just hold me close)
Tell me where you've been lately
Tell me where you've been lately
(Don't, don't, don't, don't let me go)
I can't seem to keep you close,
I can't seem to let you go
(I didn't mean it, though)
I know you didn't mean it though
I know you didn't mean it though (I don't wanna let you go)
Tell me you didn't mean it, though
Tell me you didn't mean it, though (no, no, no)
(Can't seem to let you go, seem to let you go)
I know you didn't mean it, though
I wanna know you need it, though
(Hold me close)
I know you didn't mean it, though
I know you didn't mean it, though
(Hold me close)
I can't seem to let you go,
Can't seem to hold you close

I know what you did last summer
(Ah-ah)
Just lie to me there is no other
(He-ey)
I know what you did last summer
Tell me where you've been
I know what you did last summer
(Ah-ah)
Look me in the eyes, my lover
(He-ey)
I know what you did last summer
Tell me where you've been

I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know (Ah-ah)
(He-ey)
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know (Ah-ah)
(He-ey)
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
I know

Chad looked at my reaction. I was shocked. The song...was he writing it about..me? "Val"

"Shh" I hushed him. Shawn and Camila looked at eachother and smiled I thought they were going in for a hug. I was wrong. He kissed her. Shawn kissed Camila..

"Oh my god" Chad muttered he was smiling. "Shawn finally got himself a girl" he added. I shoved his arm off me "babe what's wrong?" He asked. "What's wrong? Shawn is what's wrong..how could he not tell me about her and the song" I said as I began to pace back and forth. "Val did you know?" He asked. "Know what?" I asked as I looked at him.

"About Shawn being in love with you" he said. I looked at him with wide eyes. "What?"

"Shawn he's been in love with you since he first laid his eyes on you when were five, he's always liked you Val.." he said. "You're lying.."

"No I'm not I'm just surprised you haven't noticed" he said.  "Of course I didn't notice cause I've always liked you Chad" I respond.  He smiles then looks at me "but what if that song isn't about you" he says.

"It sounds like it is expect for the summer part.."

"Ask him now" he said. I nodded quickly and unlocked my phone.

Valerie
Hey Shawn I saw you on the show tonight. You did amazing:)

Shawn
Who's this?

Did he delete my number?

Valerie
It's me Val..

Shawn
Oh hi Val! I'm sorry I got a new phone, but thank you (:

Valerie
So you and Camila huh?

Shawn
Yeah she's amazing :)

Valerie
So that song..

Shawn
Did you like it? Camila and I wrote it!

Valerie
I loved it...but was about anybody in particular?

Shawn
No why would it be? Camila and I just wrote down what sounded good together.

Valerie
Ohh, I was just wondering. But I don't want to be a bother I'll text you tomorrow bye:)

Shawn
Bye Val <3

I sighed in relief, but the lyrics was eating me alive. He doesn't know Chad and I are together at all. If Chad is right about Shawn being in love with me before. I can probably tell him now considering he probably stopped cause he's with Camila now..

I should tell him.

Right?

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