The Weight ↠ s.m [1]

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Valerie

I heard a banging on my front door. I quickly walked over and opened it and saw Shawn standing there.

"Shawn...are you okay?" I asked considering he looked really upset. "How could you lie to me?" He asked. "I-i don't know what you're talking about" I said. Did he...

"God dammit Val! Yes you do! You and Chad have been seeing eachother for how long?" He asked. "Shawn can we talk inside?" I asked keeping a low voice. "No, we can't..I want to hear everything right here right now!" He shouted. It scared me I've never seen him so angry. "Before I do you need to calm down.." I said grabbing his hand but he snatched it away. "No I won't calm down tell me what's been going on!"

I got frustrated and began to shout "Why are you so angry about this?!"

"Because I'm in love with you Valerie!" He responded. It felt as if my whole world stopped...Laur was right. "W-what?"

"I've been in love with you since we met....and now I hear you slept with my bestfriend and date him behind my back without telling me? You made me look like a idiot when I tried to kiss you back in Florida!

"How did you find out?" I asked not making eye contact. "Laur and Zack told me"

"They did?" I asked getting upset. Why would they do that Laur knew I was going to tell him. "Yeah they were telling the truth unlike you and Chad"

"Shawn I'm sorry" I said as I felt my eyes fill up with tears. "Yeah I'm sorry too I thought we.....never mind. You're just not what I thought you were.."  He said, he turned around and began to walk away. "Shawn no please stay" I said quickly as I walked towards him.

"Why should I? There's no point of staying here anymore, especially now that you're with him.."

"Wait what about Camila?"

"We broke up..because she knew I was in love with you" he responded. "Shawn..I-I'm sorry"

"Sorry is not going to make this better...I'm done with you" he said and walked away from me before I could even respond. "Shawn! Shawn please!" He ignored me. 

I felt this sudden pain in me. It was hurt and guilt but there was something that made me hurt more.

"Val" I heard someone say I turn around seeing Chad. "C'mere babe" he said. I began crying and I ran into his arms. "It's okay...he uh hates me too" he said. "It's not okay...we officially lost him"

I officially lost him.

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