The Weight ↠ s.m [1]

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Valerie

I was at his front door and I knocked it lightly. No one answered I looked over by the window and saw no one..maybe somebody is upstairs I rang the door bell and knocked again.

Couple seconds later Aaliyah was the one who opened "Oh hi Valerie" she said.

"Hi is um Shaw---"

"No he isn't..he left this morning and it's your fault" she snapped. "Aaliyah, if you'll just let me expl--"

Before I could finish she slammed the door in my face. I felt like breaking down again even Aaliyah hates me. I didn't want to go home, if I did my mom would ask me what was wrong and I can't tell this whole situation.

I began to walk to the abandoned arcade where Shawn, Chad and I used to go. It was quiet there and I could be alone.

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I sat in spot and sighed. I began to think about everything that's happening. Chad and I are together. Laur and Zack told Shawn. Shawn is in love with me.

Honestly I kind of always knew he was but denied it cause I didn't want to ruin our friendship. But I should've known better. Regardless he would've ended up hurt. I got on my phone and got on snap chat to see if he posted anything, and he did he was smiling with a friend. I think his name was Cameron. Shawn would tell me a lot about his friends.

I miss Shawn. It's been a day and I miss him like crazy, what makes it worse is that I can't call or text him anymore. He hates me to much to talk to me. He probably is never going to talk to me ever again.

I'm such an idiot.

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I agree Val