The Weight ↠ s.m [1]

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Shawn Mendes

"Ok smile" Nash said. Once the pic was taken we began to walk again. "So you're with Camila that's awesome man!" Nash said as he shook my shoulders a bit. "A ha was actually" I added. "What? Whoa what happened?" Cam asked.

"It wasn't anything bad she was cool with it..uh she knew I was in love with someone else" I responded.

"With that Valerie girl right?" Nash asked. I nodded and sighed. "What happened with her?"

"I thought we had something at first but..I guess I was wrong she slept with and started to date my bestfriend Chad.." I answered. Nash and Cameron looked at me with wide eyes "I'm sorry man" they both said patting me on the back.

"Agh it's alright..I guess it wasn't meant to be"

"Nah dude it was..you told us you've known her since you were little and the way she acted towards you she must've felt the same way!" Cameron said. "She never felt anything for me it was always Chad..I've should've known. She would ask about him when we hung out and she mentioned him a lot I was just to stupid to realise it.."

"Shawn...come on, you have to fight for her" Nash said. "No I don't. I'm to angry to even look at her..and if I see Chad I would want to hit him again.." I said through gritted teeth. "Woah wait you hit him?"

"Yeah after Laur and Zack told me about it I went straight to him" I responded. "Woah woah wait Laur and Zack had to tell you about this? They didn't?"

"Nope"

"Well that's fücked up"

I nodded and sighed. "What are you going to do?" Cameron asked. "Go back to the studio and finish my album...agh I just have all these feelings inside of me.. I don't know what to do after I'm done with this album I have like two songs to record.."

"Write more songs about it"

I looked at Nash and nodded knowing he was right. Having all these emotions inside of me is good to write a song out of it. "We can help you" Cameron said with a small smile. "Yeah, and I'll ask Camila if she wants to help"

"Woah wait didn't you guys break up?"

"Yeah but we're still friends we ended on a good note" I responded. They both nodded as I dialled her number.

Camila
"Hey shawnson"

Shawn
"Hi mila I need to ask you a favor"

Camila
"Okay shoot"

Shawn
"Wait first are you still in the area?"

Camila
"Wait in Canada cause i was never---"

Shawn
"What no I'm talking about Los Angeles"

Camila
"Oh yeah I am why? Wait why are you even back here? I thought you were on break"

Shawn
"Can you come over Cameron's place I'll explain everything and I also really need your help with something"

Camila
"Okay sure just text me the address"

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Camila's eyes were wide as soon as I finished telling her what happened. "Wow Shawn I'm sorry" she said as she gave me a hug. "It's okay..its just I have all these feeling inside of me and I feel like it's best to write a song about this to add it to my album" I said.

Camila gives me a small smile and nods "okay let's do it"

I grabbed my guitar and Nash grabbed the notebook and pencil. "Okay let's start" Cameron said. I began to strum my guitar and hum some lyrics I got before. I strum led again and added a couple my lyrics in my head "I got it" I said. I signaled Nash to be ready and write then I began to sing

"I wanna go back,
Forget that it's over
Paint it in black,
When you left me alone
I never knew,
She was sleeping next door with the kid I grew up with,
And I can't go back to her anymore, no"

That's all I got and I looked at them and they gave me smile. I knew they felt sorry for me and I didn't mind. What happened really hurt me and I need to just let it out.

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Aw poor Shawn :(