Already Broken (Magcon And 5sos Fanfic) {discontinued}

Chapter 10

*Chris's POV*

I was walking down the halls with the boys and I kept on getting dirty looks. I'm used to this. I was just walking a little bit behind the boys when somebody tripped me. I closed my eyes waiting for the impact but it never happened. I opened my eyes slowly and see a face hovering over mine.

It was Luke who caught me. I'm guessing he used his super speed but I'm glad nobody noticed it. He pulled me up. I thanked him while I looked around to see who tripped me. Of course.

It was Matthew Lee Espinosa. He had a smirk on his face. A evil one. But when I looked into his eyes I can see that he didn't want to do that at all. He had sadness, and regret swirling around in his eyes. But he hid it so damn well that people who didn't know him that well couldn't see it. I did though. I saw and I just wanted to hug him and say everything is going to be okay but I'm too scared. I'm scared of a person that I've known since I moved here. My first best friend, but I guess things change.

I looked away from Matthew and started to walk away with the boys. This period was me and the boys free period, but it's also Shawn, Carter, Nash and Nash's younger brother Hayes. Hayes bullies me too but not as often. He usually just stands in the background calling me names but it looks like he doesn't even want to be there or do any of this.

Me and the boys have lunch after our free period so we can go out to eat. I don't eat much at lunch or dinner so the boys always eat my leftovers.

"Hey are we going out to eat?" I asked no one in general. I hope we do cause they will come and embarrass and harass me.

"Nah I think we should spend the last day at school all day." Mikey said.

"Oh okay." I whispered shaking a little.

Calum turned around and held me in place by my shoulders. "Chris." Calum said sternly. "Yes?" I whispered still shaking. By now all the boys were turned around and looking at me. "Are you okay?" He asked while trying to get a good look at my face. I put on my best fake smile. "Yeah I am. Why you ask?" I said all peppy. "Umm you were shaking and barely talking above a whisper. You also wouldn't look into my eyes." I looked at his face. He had concern written all over it. I started having chest pains cause I caused this. I caused all of this. "Yeah I had something in my eye and my throat is dry. I'm just getting a little cold from being inside the cold building. Don't worry about me." I put on a fake ass smile. I haven't felt much emotion since I was first bullied so I'm used to feeling nothing but pain. "Oh okay then." Calum said before shooting me a 'I don't believe you' look.

What? Calum is there something wrong? Yes there is Chris. What is it? I know you're lying Chris. No I'm not. Don't lie Chris. I know Chris. With that I sigh in defeat. Fine, fine I'll explain later. Calum nodded.

"Let's go to the courtyard to eat lunch." Luke suggested.

"Okay where we going to eat then? Or do you want to eat that nasty ass food?" I said.

"Of course not. I don't want to fucking die today." Michael said jokingly.

"How about maccas?" Luke suggested. "Sure why not?" Calum responded.

With that we headed to the car and drove to maccas. The drive your everyday screaming song lyrics on the radio and laughing when somebody voice cracked all the sudden aka mine.

Once we finally parked in the maccas parking lot we all got out and headed inside of maccas. We waited in line to take out order when it was finally our turn the cashier freaked out.

"OH MY GOD YOUR 5-S-O-S!!!!!" I cringed. She had a lot of makeup on and her work clothes were so short. I wonder why she never gotten fired yet. "Ummm yeah we are.... can we take our orders please?" Luke asked awkwardly. Oh gosh the awkwardness is too strong. Too strong. "Yeah just let me take a picture with Luke." She said pointing at Calum. I burst out laughing. She gave me a disgusted look. "Ummmm who are you?" Oooo sassy and mean this is going to be fun.

"Well let me see. I'm Luke's adopted sister." I said point at Luke. "I'm definitely not working behind a counter at maccas with short ass clothes. I'm also not a fake fan and I'm not wearing any makeup unlike you. And yeah that's about it."

She looked furious. "What would you like?" She said through gritted teeth. The boys ordered first and I was last. The boys walked away to find a table and it was my turn to pay so I had to be last. "I would li-" I was interrupted by her. "Oh honey you shouldn't get anything your already so fat and ugly." She smirked. "Umm um-" I was at a lost for words but I got interrupted again. "Oh so your really aren't as smart. You're such a dumb ass you worthless piece of shit. Why don't you just die already? Like nobody would notice anyways. Nobody cares about you. Just go kill yourself. You'll do all of us a favor."

With in a second later I threw the money at her and she handed the receipt to me with a smirk. I ran to the boys while holding back tears. "Here's the receipt. I'm going on a walk to get some fresh air so call me when we're going." I said quickly. I ran out the door before the boys could ask any questions. When I ran out the door I saw them and they were heading my direction. I turned and ran as fast as I could. I couldn't stop running and when I looked around I was close to my secret hiding place.

*Shawn's POV*

The boys and I were heading into McDonald's when we saw a small figure run out crying. The figure looked at us. It looked like a girl with long black hair, tan and was wearing a black sweater, a grey beanie and black ripped skinnies with all black vans. She looked scared of us. She turned a different direction and started running again.

"Did any of you guys think that girl looked familiar?" I asked. "I think that was Christina." Hayes said. "But why was she crying?" I asked them. They all shrugged. We walked into McDonald's and saw Luke, Calum and Michael talking. But it looked serious.

"Hey look it's Christina's brother." I pointed out. "What are they doing here?" Carter asked. I shrugged and walked over to them. They were talking in harsh whispers. "Ummmm hey guys." Man this is awkward. Michael waved but didn't look up. "Order number 392!" A worker yelled. The boys got up and grabbed the bags and walked out the door.

Well okay then. I walked back to Nash, Carter and Hayes. "That was strange." I said. "Agreed." Nash responded. "By the way I already ordered."

"Oh thanks man." I thanked him. We went to go find a table. We finally did and sat down. "Order number 393 is ready!" Another worker yelled. I got up and got the food but Hayes had to come help me. We set the food down and all hell broke lose. I just stared at me food.

Why do we bully Christina? She was my best friend. She did nothing wrong. Why do I go along with this? Why did Matthew have to trip Christina? We know about her past. She hasn't told anybody else. She trusted us and we broke it by doing all of this.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by someone saying my name. "Yes?" I asked clueless. "Dude what were you thinking about? Cause it looked really important. We called your name like 30 times Sh-" I interrupted Nash.

"Why do we bully Christina?"

A/n

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