Already Broken (Magcon And 5sos Fanfic) {discontinued}

Chapter 11

*Shawn's POV*

They all looked down. "Guys please tell me why? I lost my best friend. What has she ever done to us. Why guys? Why?" I asked, tears forming in my eyes. "I don't know Shawn." Carter whispered ashamed.

"Guys. You don't even know what happened to her parents. You don't know how much pain she went through. You don't know how her life was and is right now. It makes me sick seeing her go through all this pain. And we don't give her a reason why we do." My voice cracked. "Why?" Hot tears were running down my face. Nash tried to reach out to me but I moved back. "Tell me why."

"I honestly don't know Shawn." Nash whispered trying to reach out to me agian. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" I yelled. I turned around and ran out of McDonald's. I was crying and running.

Why? Why? Why? Why!?!? I thought while hitting my head crying. Why do we do this? I know that her parents are dead and so is her real brother. Even her other relatives wouldn't take her in. She was crying when we brought up her parents. She was already depressed enough. And what those other foster parents did to her were horrible. Who would hit a 3, 4 or 5 year old. TELL ME WHO!!?!?!? She would flinch everytime somebody would bring up their hands when she was younger and now still does.

I was still crying and running until I got to Matthew, Christina and my little tree house we built in the woods. It was my place to think and clear my mind. I doubt that neither Christina or Matthew use it anymore since we started bullying Christina.

I hate that we're bullying her. I don't think any of us are enjoying it. But why do we still bully her. It makes no fucking sense. I was climbing the ladder to the tree house and opened the trapdoor. I look inside and saw.........

*Chris's POV*

Shawn. I was terrified. I started crying and shaking. "PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!!! I'M BEGGING YOU! PLEASE SHAWN! YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND!" I yelled while crying. I felt like I couldn't breath at all. I hugged my knees and kept on crying. "Please Shawn. I'm sorry." My voice was strained.

Shawn did the last thing I expected him to do. He hugged me. He fucking hugged me. "Why are you hugging me Shawn? I thought you hated me." I whispered while pushing him away. "No no no no no I don't hate you Christina." Shawn panicked. "Then why are you bullying me?" I said still coutious while pulling down my sleeves. "I'm not anymore best friend." I froze. "Chris? Chris are you okay?" Shawn shook me but I harshly push his hands off.

"NO YOU CANNOT EXPECT ME TO FORGIVE YOU AFTER ALL YOU'VE DONE! I WENT THROUGH HELL AND YOU KNOW IT! YOU KNOW ABOUT MY PAST AND YOU STILL DECIDE TO DO THIS! YOUR THE REASON AND THE ONLY REASON WHY I HAVE TO FAKE MY SMILES AND LAUGHS! I'M NEVER HAPPY ANYMORE! I ALWAYS FEEL EMPTY AND ALONE! AND YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE REASON! I HATE MYSELF! HAPPY NOW SHAWN! HUH!?!?! YOU KNEW HOW I WAS ABUSED! YOU KNEW ABOUT MY SECRET! I TRUSTED YOU SHAWN! I TRUSTED MATTHEW BUT YOU GUYS BROKE MY TRUST BY BULLYING ME!" I screamed while tears were streaming down my face. I started panting which turned into panic which turned into my depressed freak self.

"Just leave." I had no emotion in my voice. I finally looked up and saw Shawn in tears. I got a huge pang of pain in my chest. "Ow." I hissed. Shawn looked up and saw me in pain. He stood up and ran to my side. I've been getting chest pains since I was a child and Shawn and Matthew knew about them. The only way to get rid of them for a little is for Shawn to use his power. Yes Shawn is also a fallen angel, they all are but they don't like to use their powers.

Shawn held my hand, closed his eyes and whispered something in a different language. When he held my hand I felt sparks. The pain went away. "How frequent?" Shawn asked while opening his eyes. "Everyday Shawn." I pulled my hand back. "Every fucking day since the bullying started Shawn." Shawn looked down. "Thanks by the way Shawn." I breathed out.

"No problem. I'll do anything for you." Shawn looked up and smiled. I tried to smile back but couldn't. It brought back too many happy memories I wished I had agian. It brought me pain.

I felt a vibration in my back pocket. I pulled out my Samsung and saw that Calum was calling.

"Hello?" I answered. "Christina we have to go back to school." Calum stressed. "Where the hell are you?" I hears Luke say. "Ummm I'll meet you at school. Okay bye." I said rushed. "Bu-" I hung up.

"We should head back to school." I awkwardly said. Dang it Luke why you have to be so awkward. "Okay sure." It was so damn awkward.

We climbed down the ladder and I started to walk to the direction of the school. I looked behind me to see that Shawn is following me. "What are you doing Shawn?" I asked. "Going back to school duh." Shawn answered in a jokingly way. "Why don't you go with your friends?" I asked while walking backwards.

"I don't want you to get hurt Chris." He whispered while looking into my eyes. His eyes were filled with regret, hopefulness, and care. "I can look after myself Shawn. I'm not a baby." I whispered back sternly.

With that I continued walking but still heard footsteps behind me. I shrugged it off since he does have to go to school. The rest of the walk was silent.

When we got to the school Calum tackled me into a hug. "Oh my God I was so worried Chris. Never do that agian okay? I was really scared that something might have happened to you." Calum said really rushed. "I'm fine Calum." I assured him. "You see me right." I pulled my face from the hug and so did Calum. "Look at me in the eyes and tell me that I'm hurt." I looked into his eyes. "Your not hurt Chris. Well at least not on the outside." He whispered. We pulled away from the hug.

But not even 5 seconds later I was tackled into another hug by Luke and Mikey. I was literally on the ground with 2 teenage boys that are 6 feet tall on me. "OH MY GOD CHRIS YOUR OKAY." They yelled from happiness. "Guys....... can't..... breath.." I managed to get out. "Oh shit sorry Chris." Luke apologizes getting up with Mikey. I got up. "It's fine guys." I assured.

The bell just then rung signaling that we had 5 minutes to get to class. We headed into the building and started walking to our 4th period.

3 periods down and lunch. 4 more to go.

A/n

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