*Chris's POV*
So there was one thing that stopped the boys and there was two things that stopped me. For both of us we were mobbed. But for me it was also my bullies were here.
The paps and fans were surrounding us. Did I forget to mention I'm claustrophobic. I looked at the boys panicked. They stared back at me with the same look cause they knew.
There were flashes everywhere and people everywhere. I was being pushed around and bumped into. Someone pulled me to face them.
"Hey you bitch!" Said a fan. "I see you have new fake ass hair. It's so funny how fake you are." Everyone laughed. They were so close to me. I started to hyperventilat. "What are you scared of? The truth. I would be to if I was you cause the truth hurts cause everything we say on twitter is true. They don't care about you." She glared at me. Tears were forming in my eyes cause I was hurt and I was about to have a panic attack. "Are you about to cry? You're such a cry baby." I let the tears fall. I started shaking. Everything went blurry.
My ears were ringing and I couldn't hear anything else. I crippled to the floor and hugged my knees. I cried and cried until I couldn't breath. My chest was in pain but nobody physically hurt me yet. "Ash? Mikey? Luke? Cal?" I called out. "Help me please!"
The pain was excruciating. I screamed. "It hurts so much!" I yelled out. I kept on crying. I tried to focus my vision on anything but all I could focus on was my hands. They were shaking so badly. I couldn't calm down. The mob didn't go away.
Nobody helped me. I felt so alone and unwanted. I felt like a reject at that moment. I then felt a pair of hands pick me up. I couldn't see the person's face but I felt safe.
They brought me to safety and away from people. They started to rub my back and tried to calm me down my telling me sweet things like that everything was okay. I was still having my chest pains and they didn't go away at all or lessen in pain.
I calmed down somehow and my vision went back to normal but my chest still hurt. It even hurt to move. I looked at the person who rescued me and gasped.
It was Cameron Dallas. I started to scoot away from him. I looked around at my surroundings and noticed that all my bullies where here. We were next to Hollister and Areopostale.
I backed up to a wall and they stood up coming closer to me. I started to panic again. "G-get-t a-way-ay fr-from m-me ple-please." I managed to stutter out. But they kept on coming closer. I started to shake and cry again. "Pl-ea-eas do-don't h-hur-t me-e." I sobbed. Then I felt a hand placed onto my shoulder and I screamed.
"We won't hurt you Christina. Not anymore." Cameron said softly. I looked up and his face was telling me he wasn't lying. But I still couldn't trust him. I couldn't trust any of them.
I stopped crying and tried to calm down. "How can I fucking trust a person who fucking bullied me for 4 years?" I stood up. "How can I trust someone who made my life a living hell? How can I trust someone who made me feel like I was a piece of shit every fucking day?" At this point I was yelling. "How can I trust someone who made me sick and tired of living cause everyday I woke up I knew I wouldn't be loved. I wouldn't be cared about. I would be a worthless piece of shit that deserved to die and get beaten for being myself! How can I fucking trust you? You don't know anything about me. All you know that I'm just the nerdy girl that you bully for reasons that I don't even know of. You don't know how much it hurts for me to live my life every fucking day." With that I pushed pass them and walked away.
I can't believe that those assholes think that I'll trust them after what they did. I was getting close to where there was security guards. I hoped that the boys where there. I walked up the security guards, I saw the boys and tried to walk past the security but they stopped me.
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Already Broken (Magcon And 5sos Fanfic) {discontinued}
FanficTriggering warning: This book may be triggering for some readers. There is self harm, abuse and bullying. Read at your own risk. First book so bare with me here. Hi, I'm Christina or you can call me Chris/Christian/Chrissy ect. So my last name is He...