Already Broken (Magcon And 5sos Fanfic) {discontinued}

Chapter 19

*Chris's POV*

So apparently I didn't wake up until almost 2 days later so that was 2 days of freedom wasted. We were still in my room but I already put the letters away in their hiding spot. We've been up here and just looking at the ceiling for a good 5 minutes thinking.

"Hey guys what time is it?" I asked still staring at the ceiling. Calum pulled out his phone. "10:48 am." He answered looking at me. "Why?"

"Just wondering mate." I answered. We continued staring at the ceiling for a couple more minutes. This is what I do in my free time when the boys don't have time to hang out. "Do you guys want to do something?" I said nonchalantly not taking my eyes off the ceiling.

"Like do what?" Ash asked. "Maybe we can go to the mall. I don't know. Just anything really." I answered.

"Sure why not?" Mikey agreed. "Yeah anything other than stare at the ceiling." Luke laughed. I got up and went to my closet.

"Guys go get ready so we can go and yeah I call dibs first in the shower." I stated. "Oh someone is sassy today." Ash laughed while getting up and walking out the room. "I call second!"

"I call the other bathroom!" Cal squeaked while getting up and rushing out my room. Luke groaned. "Cal! You know I need to have my quiff!" He got up and walked out my room while playing with his flat hair.

I laughed while turning around. "Well I guess I'll be last then." Mikey sighed. I felt bad. I don't know why though. "Do you want to go first?" I asked shyly. Mikey waved it off. "No ill be fine and anyways I get to play my new game I got from steam."

"Okay whatever you say." I said in a sing songy voice. I turn back to my closet and looked threw my clothes. I decided with a black beanie, black ripped skinnies, black tank top, a leather jacket and my 5sos high top converse.

I grabbed a towel from my closet and decided to bring my clothes to the bathroom with me. I grabbed my phone from my bed and headed to the bathroom.

I plugged my phone into the speakers in the bathroom and locked the door. I picked Bring Me The Horizon album named That's The Spirit (let's just pretend that the album was made then). The first song was Drown. I turn on the shower and let the water warm up. I pause the song so before I step in the shower I can listen to it. The water was the perfect temperature so I unpause the song and step in.

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead
Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper
And I can't take one more moment of this silence
The loneliness is haunting me...

I start sing along to the song. My voice isn't as rough as Oliver but I'll still sing it cause the song has amazing lyrics. I grab my green apple shampoo/conditioner and put some in my hair.

After I did that I washed my hair and stepped out of the shower.

I've had enough
There's a voice in my head
Says I'm better off dead

But if I sing along
A little fucking louder
To a happy song
I'll be alright....

I grab my towel and dry myself and grabbed another towel and wrapped it around my hair. I threw on my clothes and walked out the shower grabbing my phone before I exit. "Ashton the bathroom is open!" I yelled.

I walked in the direction to Luke's room. The door was only opened a crack so I decided to knock. "Come in!"

I walk into his room and he was putting down his phone. "So whatcha need?" He questioned me.