Already Broken (Magcon And 5sos Fanfic) {discontinued}

Chapter 17

*Chris's POV*

I woke up on the cold floor. I tried to open my eyes and when I did I groaned at how bright it was. I attempted to move but I whimpered in pain.

After trying multiple times I finally some how got up and walked into the house unlocking the door first.

I threw my keys at the couch and attempted to go upstairs but I gave up. I went back outside and flew up to my room window.

I got inside again but instead of changing out of my clothes and laying down to get some rest I went into the bathroom.

Today is the day.

I opened up the cabinets to find 2 things. Pills and my razor. They were sleeping pills because the boys and I would have trouble falling asleep. There was also pain killers. I took both bottles of pills out and my razor.

I sat down and stared at them.

Do it. They don't care cause you're usless. They hissed. Nobody will notice. You're just a invisible bitch. It laughed at me. You're fat, ugly, worthless and I can't even see how someone will ever love you. I was crying at that point.

It kept on going like that. Go die. You'll be doing them a favor.

I took the pill bottles and started to open them. I spilled put the contents into my hand. I put them up into my mouth while throwing my head back. I dry swollowed them.

I grabbed my razor and started cutting my arms. I was cutting deeper with every cut. I was drawing on my skin. My wrist was my canvas and my blade was my brush. I was painting a story as I like to think of it.

Blood was dripping onto the floor but I still got up and walked into my room. I went to my drawer to grab the letters I wrote a year ago for everybody I knew.

It's quite sad of what I became even though as a little kid I always told myself I would never become what I am right now.

I set the letters on my bed and walked back to the bathroom. I closed and locked the door and sat back down.

I felt light headed and really dizzy. The room was spinning and my vision was getting darker. I smiled.

"Goodbye cruel world." I whispered before I was engulfed into darkness.

*Unknown POV*

I was with the guys having fun until I got a bad feeling in my stomach. My senses were telling me someone close to me was about to die.

"U-uh, guys I got to go." I rushed out while getting up. I grab my jacket and put it on. I rush to put on my shoes without looking at the guys or in general not giving a fuck cause someone is in danger that I care about.

I rushed out the door and let my feet lead me to where someone was in danger.

I was walking for a while but got up to a private house so I flew the rest of the way. I saw this awesome ass house and something in my gut and heart was telling me that it was that house. I flew softly down and ran up to the door. It was opened surprisingly.

I walked into the house and it was nice cause it had that teenage vibe.(wtf am I thinking. Even idk what that is) Enough looking around someone is in trouble.

I went upstairs carefully and quietly just in case. Once I was on top of the stairs I checked left and right. The coast was clear so I continued walking down the hall but when I passed a door my stomach churned.

This is it. I put my hand on the knob and tried to open it but it was locked. I focused really hard then it unlocked but I wished I could unsee what I saw.

I saw her. She had her head against the wall and she was sitting down. Her eyes were closed. Her eyes that use to shine so bright but were dull and lifeless are now closed. Her beautiful smile that could light up every bad day. Gone. Her arm was bleed alot and there was a pool of blood right next to her. She had a razor in her hand which had blood on it also. That's when I saw all her scars. I started to cry. Sob even. There were pills everywhere and 2 pill bottles opened.

I dropped onto my knees. I grabbed her hand. They were still a little warm but she was loosing her colour. "Why?" I cried.

I closed my eyes and starting chanting a spell that will heal her a little. I opened my eyes and saw she had stopped bleeding but I'm a hundred percent sure that I didn't heal any broken bones she had.

I put my hand on her cheek and leaned over to kiss her head. I picked her bridal style and went to go find her room. She was extremely light. I frowned. I can feel her bones.

I finally found her room and it looks like something she would do. I pulled the covers down but my eyes caught something on her bed. It looked like envelopes. I placed her down and pulled the covers up.

I snatched the pile of envelopes from the bed. I flipped through all of them and they all had names on them. There were the boys names and her brothers names. I found my name and my heart stopped. I froze. A million thoughts were running through my head.

I decided to stuff the envelope into my pocket and leave her in her bed. I walked downstairs and walked out the door making sure to lock it. I opened my wings and flew off back to the house where the boys were.

Once I got there I kicked off my shoes and walked up the stairs without uttering a word to the guys. I opened my room door, kicked closed and plopped down onto my bed. I grabbed the envelope and opened it. It read.

Dear Matthew Lee Espinosa,.......

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I'm extremely sorry I haven't updated in a loooong time so I hope you enjoyed. You guys know the drill so do it plz. I'm begging you plz. Haha anyways... you're beautiful and amazing and perfect just the way you are. Love you.

-Pengi