Raven Hood

Chapter thirty five

It official. Everyone hates me! Rosa hasn't talked to me after yesterday. Finn just shakes his head at me. Liam has been quieter. At least he talks to me. I feel terrible. The other pack is currently avoiding me. I'm supposed to start training them tomorrow! How are they going to listen to me? They don't trust me!

My pack. Don't get me started. They don't avoid me, but they don't talk to me either.

I'm thinking of shipping myself off to the city in a wooden crate and then getting a job at a candy shop where I'll see kids roaming the streets all day then I'd buy an apartment, I'd never change into a wolf again, then my inner wolf would die and then I'd forget, then I'd have kids and the grow old and die.

See? I have my WHOLE life planned out. Not a very good one, but who cares now right? I just want them to forget the past. I wasn't ME the other day. It wasn't even my wolf. It was a different person altogether. Maybe a REALLY angry version of my wolf? I don't know.

I want to know how I can get everyone to forget. I never want HER out again! 

As I walk through the hallway I get about two dozen glares/stares and 4 whispers. But I mean come on! I'm a werewolf I'm gonna hear was they said! It's a new record. Normally there are a lot more people in the hallway. I should have stayed in my room. Liam is forcing me out to get breakfast instead of just ordering it. He says I can't stay in there forever. He ain't seen nothing yet.

I sigh and try to ignore their comments. I've never really had a chance to get used to rude comments since no one has actually done it to me before. Well not much. Living alone in a forest for 10 years does have its perks. I've always had a lack of people skills and no social life. Except for like hunting, ripping people off, robbing people, giving stuff away, helping people... Okay you get the point.

Everyone but my pack members abandon the room when I walked in. On the table sits plates and bowl. Each has a knife a fork and a spoon beside it. In the middle sits a ginormous plate of pancakes, one of bacon, eggs, and French toast. There's sauces, golden syrup, maple syrup, salt, pepper, berries, cream, sugar, icing sugar, yogurt, cinnamon and more. I was admiring the table with my mouth open probably looking like a fool. In fact defiantly looking like a fool.

After like 5 minutes of staring at the food while everyone stares at me I go and sit down next to Finn.

"Can I sit here"?

He gestures at me saying that I can. Everyone's avoiding me, they won't even look at me. They're pretending I'm not there. It makes me feel awkward and quite simply unwanted. I'm probably not wanted anyway. Liam's not here so what's the point? He's gone out with someone to do some fighting business or something. And left me to fend for myself.

I grabbed three pancakes, four strips of bacon, two pieces of French toast and three eggs. It was a lot of food for me, but I was hungry after being knocked out or whatever, that's my brilliant excuse. And them topped it off with 3 glasses of fresh juice. That doesn't include the berries and cream and syrup and stuff I had on my food. I felt like a total pig. But I finally felt complete again.

I was surprisingly happier even though everyone still hated me. I saw Rosa get up and walk out. I chased after her.

"Wait Rosa"!

I ran up to her.

"Oh hello Emma", she asks sort of nervously.

"Hey! Do you wanna hang out later"?

"Uh sorry I have to help someone with something", she lies.

"Come on Rosa I can tell a lie a mile away. Your not mad of me are you"?

"You nearly killed him! And it was gruesome".

"I know but that wasn't me! It was a really really messed up angry version of my wolf".

"Your wolf is you".

"But I just. Oh, forget it. Everyone's going to hate me forever anyway so what's the point"?

"No one hates you".

"Everyone hates me".

"They're just scared of you".

"And that's better how"?

"It's not I was trying to prove a point".

I try to hide a smile.

"I'm sorry Rosa".

"You have nothing to be sorry for. But I forgive you anyway".

I smile weakly.

"Really"?

"Really".

"So we're still friends".

"Bff's".

"Oh my god! Thank you Rosa you don't realise what that means to me".

"I had a feeling".

Then of course, we hug.

"So movies at 3pm"? She asks.

"Wouldn't miss it".

And with that, I head back to my room. One down. The rest of each pack to go. It's going to take a LONG time.