Always My Thug

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Noami's POV

The thought of Tray still being in the game scares me. And the day I was kidnapped and raped still plays in my head.

"What if this happens again?" I asked myself.

That day replayed over and over in my head and I couldn't seem to go to sleep. I tossed and turned and tossed and turned.

I felt the sunlight come up and it hit me face. Few minutes later, my alarm went off. I got up and went to the bathroom, taking a shower. Then got out doing the rest on my hygiene things.

I went to put on under clothes and a pair on shorts with a wife beater. I walked down the hall to Tyrone's room but the smell of breakfast stopped me in my tracks. When I made my way downstairs, Tray was at the stove.

"Good morning." he said turning around noticing me.

"Morning."

"I thought you were going back today?" I questioned, taking a seat on the stool at the island.

"I am. Just wanted to take my boy to school before I go. And to say I'm sorry."

"About?"

"Everything that's going on. And that night you were raped. Trust me, it played in my head over and over again. It was after the second time we made love to each other." he said looking me in the eyes.

"Haha, yeah. I didn't want anything to do with you afterwards. You kept trying to hold my hand in the hospital." I stated

"Haha, yep. It was all my fault and I was extremely sorry. One, because I never wanted anything to happen to you and two, I always wanted to be your one and only."

"And I always wanted to be yours. But you broke my virginity, I didn't break yours." I said standing up.

"But you were the first to make me fall in love, meet the parents, bring to the trap, have my baby, and the first in my new bed at my parents." he said walking towards me.

"I also remember two weeks after that happening, you wanted daddy so bad you, were about to beat a b*tch up." he said coming in my personal space.

"And if I want it, I still will." I said walking away as he smacked my axs.

I went into Tyrone's room and woke him up.

"Daddy still here?" he asked rubbing his eyes.

"Of course I am." Tray said.

He ran up to him and he picked him up.

"Ready to brush those teeth?" he asked him.

"Yeah." he said.

They went to the bathroom and I went to my room.

I went to my closet which was now a mess from throwing them at Tray last night. I grabbed a pair of gray jeans and a white tee. Then I put my other huaraches and went to do my makeup.

After, I braided my braids in two braids and then went downstairs. Tyrone and Tray were already downstairs eating. And Tyrone's eyes was in 'Jake and the Neverland Pirates.'

"Where's my plate?" I asked Tray.

"Excuse you? 'You ain't my son nor my man'." he said mocking me.

I looked at him with a straight face and we started laughing.

"Don't find sh*t funny." I said.

"Haha, well I do. But here with yo crybaby axs." he said putting my plate on the island.