Always My Thug

twelve

Faith's POV

I was in the bathroom, sitting on the toilet waiting for the results of my pregnancy test. I was honestly nervous as hell. I don't want a baby! I'm 21, this is my damn freedom stage. Who would take care of it? I don't want it!

My timer beep and I got up to grab it. One read negative but the other positive. I was confused as hell. Don't wanna go to the doctor because I hate them but I wanted to know for sure.

I put on my ugg boots, grabbed my purse, and left out. As walked waited for my name to be called, I got on Instagram. I saw a picture of Noami and Tyrone.

Noami and I haven't talked since the funeral and that was three years ago. I rocked with this girl forever! And I was always on her side and she just dropped me like someone dropping an egg on the concrete.

I was so into my thought that I ain't hear my name being called for the first time.

"Ms. Gilmore." the nurse said again.

I got up and went to the back. She did all that extra sh*t, like took my blood pressure, weight, height, all that sh*t and she left out. Then I went to pee and gave it to her.

Few minutes later, the doctor came in.

"Well, the reason your here is to see if you pregnant right?" she asked

"Is there any other reason for me to be in this damn office?" I asked with an attitude.

"Ms. may you please calm down. I was just getting everything correct." she said defensive.

"Well, am I pregnant or not?"

"Yes Ms. Gilmore, you are indeed pregnant. Congratu.......

"Nah, that can't be!" I yelled storming out.

I don't wan to be pregnant! I don't even want a baby! I turned around and went back into the room.

"When can I get this out of me?" I asked her.

"Um, we have an opening in two weeks but Ms. Gilmore, abortion is not the only......

"Yes it is. It's my only options and I'm taking it." I said walking out again.

I got in my car and went to Adrian's, hoping he was there.

"Adrian!" I yelled.

"What the fck you yelling for?" he said coming downstairs.

"I have something I have tell you." I said throwing myself on the couch.

"Why can't you get an girlfriends and leave me out the drama?" he asked.

"Adrian before I even had friends, you used to love when we talked about things."

"I never really listened." he said sitting on the couch.

"Well, this I will listen to." I said looking at me.

"Alright, I'm listen."

"I'm pregnant." I said sitting myself up.

"Wait, hold on. You're what?" he asked popping up.

"Thought you don't listen."

"Andrea, don't fcken play with me. Quién es el papá (who's the daddy)?" he asked calling me by my middle name.

"No sé (I don't know)." I admitted.

"What you mean, 'you don't know'?" he asked.

"I DON'T FCKEN KNOW!" I screamed

"So, you just out fcken random dudes?" he asked

"Adrian, I'm 21 years old. When I go out I drink and party. If a guy want to bring me home and fck I go. But I always have a condom on." I stated.