Before I Go [COMPLETED]

The Loss That Hurt the Least ~ Mitzuko

What did I just do?

No I didn't.

I could never.

I would never.

I see Koichi walking slowly behind me. He looks shocked.

I did.

...

I start to feel nauseous again so I run to the nurse. I see through the window Yuko is examining a boy.

It's Koichi.

I can't go in there after what I just did. I know he loves Hikari but I kissed him anyway. He probably hates me. I just walk back to science.

...

The rest of the day passes by and luckily I never have to make contact with Koichi. He keeps staring at me though. I don't get the vibe that he hates me but I'm still worried. I could have ruined everything.

...

Things have never been the same between Koichi and I since that day. I loved Koichi and I wanted to tell him about my disease but either way he would've given up on me.

It was a lose-lose situation but I just chose the loss that would hurt him the least. Just recently he started walking with me and things were actually getting better. We were friends. I could walk up and talk to him whenever I wanted to. I was given a second chance and I ruined it.

I guess it doesn't matter anymore because I'll be gone in a few months anyway. Our friendship ending now makes it better for him. He won't feel as much pain when I'm gone.