Before I Go [COMPLETED]

Any Day Now ~ Mitzuko

I could pass any day now. I could have a seizure and die anytime now. I could go to sleep and never wake up again. I could lose my whole life any minute now.

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I gave Koichi his goodbye letter today. I told him to read it when he knew it was the right time. I hope he reads it after I die because I can't stand to see him cry. I hate leaving him like this but it's for the best.

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I have approximately two more weeks to live. My predicted death date is May 12th.

I hate that day.

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Today is the day I plan to write my goodbye letters to everyone I care about.

Mr. & Mrs. Kasai and Eiji,

I am very sorry that our time together has come to an end. You all have done so much for me, I could never repay you. Thank you so much for making my life more pleasurable. You are like a second family to me. I'm very sorry I had to leave like this. I hope you can understand.

Love,
Mitzuko

Dear Mom and Dad,

We knew this time was coming. I can't express how sorry I am for all the trouble and heartaches I've put you through. Thank you so much for not giving up on me. I wish I could've been better for you. I want to say more to you but I know you already know how thankful I am. I love both of you so much.

Love,
Mitzuko

Dear Yuko,

You're the most kind hearted person I know. You always had your door open to me and always made me feel better. I'm sorry I won't be coming to your office anymore. I'll miss our time together. I'm sorry for all the worry I've caused you. Thank you so much for all you have done.

Love,
Mitzuko

Dear Ayame,

I'm sorry to inform you about this at the last second. I'm sorry I couldn't bring myself to tell you that I was dying. I'm a terrible friend for lying to you and I hope you can forgive me. Thanks for always staying by my side. I love you.

Forever Friends,
Mitzuko