Everything fell apart on a day we had a huge fight. We fought before, but after this one, I completely changed my perspective of him. He was not a boy who I trusted with my life. He was not the one who I pictured my future with. He was not the one who promised to love me till the day he dies. He was not the one who made me believe in forever. Not anymore. All of the laughs and memories were replaced by only one thing: cheating.
After that huge fight we had, we were never the same again. He kept pushing me away from him. But I could take that. It was all ruined when he send me a picture of him, kissing another girl. I cannot erase that photo from my mind. Till that day I don't believe in forever anymore. But I do know this: you can't cheat on someone you love without telling them. And you can't cheat more than once. But he did. He made our whole ''relationship'' a lie. Because I was not the only one who received all this affection from him. I was never enough. So I started to believe that I'm not enough for anyone. I pushed people away just so I wouldn't have anyone to worry about me. He made me want to cut my veins open or jump from a high building. He made me want to scratch my eyes out so I wouldn't spend my days crying over him like a pathetic loser I am. In fact: I'm crying right now. I'm crying. After two whole weeks of being okay. Because his ''I love you'' was a lie, I can never believe anyone who tells me so. But there came a boy who showed me not all are the same.
Let's make the next chapter positive, shall we?
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RomanceA boy. A boy like any other. But not for me. It was the way his eyes captured the whole world just by looking at me. Me, a normal girl. I wondered how could that be. But yet again I couldn't be happier. Because for once in my life I'm tragically no...
