Ryan's POV
I woke slowly to the sound of faint music, I threw back the sheets and followed it down the hall. It was coming out of the dance studio, I didn't recognise the song at first but as I got closer I realised it was a song from a new artist called Halsey, the song was called Trouble. Abi had been sent the song by Halseys manager they wanted her to work on some choreography for the music video.
As I walked inside the dance studio I saw Abi, she was wearing my black t-shirt, which she had knotted at the back to make it more of a cropped shirt and some black lace panties. She still had the most incredible body I have ever seen, even after 3 children. Abi looked so lost in the music, I hadn't seen her dance like this in a long time. I didn't speak and tried to be as still as I could. I didn't want to disturb her...
'Don't forget me, don't forget me. I wouldn't leave you if you let me.
When you met me, when you met me you told me you were gonna get me'
Watching her dance was like being involved in a dream, she moved so fluently and effortlessly it was captivating, mesmerising...It was like being held prisoner in a moment, she was more beautiful now than she had ever been I can't even begin to explain the love I have for her, flaws and all.
'And I've got my mind made up this time, coz there's a menace in my bed. Can you see his sillouette, can you see his sillouette, can you see his sillouette...'
I was blown away as I watched Abi twist and twirl around the room, using all the space. Her hair was in a messy bun style and loose strands of hair brushed against her cheeks like gentle kisses. I felt a little jealous of those strands, the further I became engrossed...I was deperate to kiss her, I could almost taste her. Abi started to dance closer to me, I couldn't hold back anymore I reached out and grabbed her waist pulling her urgently towards me.
She lost balance and fell slightly into me. I braced myself so we didn't fall, exhaling deeply as she ran her hand through my mess of hair "You need a haircut sir" I watched as she bit her lip gently, I couldn't speak a rush of passion took over and I found myself kissing her hard. My arms cacooned tightly around her as she wrapped her arms around my neck, she let out a gentle groan as I bit her lip and slid my tongue inside her mouth...
I wasn't really sure what happened but one minute we were kissing and the next minute we were against the wall, my body pressed against hers. I could feel the coldness of her body against my naked torso, she gasped as I lifted her off the ground, pulling her legs around my waist.
"Take me to bed baby" She was out of breath as she whispered into my neck between kisses. The words were like a rush of adrenaline through my body. There was no way in hell we were going anywhere, my hand moved between her legs and in one swift movement I ripped off her black lace panties with little effort "Oh okay" she smirked and pulled me closer to her with her legs.
I knew exactly where this was heading and I wasn't planning on stopping for anyone. Our body's brushed against eachother in a lustful fury, as Abi grabbed at my hair.
I brushed my lips against her neck, kissing her aggressively. I ran my left hand up her thigh taking note of my wedding ring, the ring she had put on my finger...This woman was mine, my gorgeous, hot wife and I planned on taking every inch of her for myself. I felt a sense of victory as I heard her coming undone in my ear, moaning as I thrust faster and harder into her.
"Oh shit" she cried out grabbing at my back and clawing into my skin. I feel a rush through my body as I too come undone. I rest my head gently against hers as we both catch our breath "Well..." She chuckled as she put her feet back on the ground "I wasn't expecting that"
I shrugged and laughed "Yeah well you shouldn't be so gorgeous" I kissed her neck before pulling my boxers back up.
Abi loosened the knot in my shirt, that she was still wearing, so it fell down to just below her bum. I couldn't help the smile on my face as she collected her panties and discarded them in the bin "You really need to work out a new way of getting them off, they were my favourites" she has a playful tone in her voice and it's nice...nice to see her smiling without effort.
"I'll buy you some more" I smirk and she pauses for a moment "I love you, you know that?"
"I'll should hope so Mr Tedder, I am your wife" she teases and I frown a little. I need her to know I am serious.
"I'm not playing Ab's" there is a slight annoyance in my tone and it's hard to disguise it "I mean it, I love you more than anything else. You are my whole world and I couldn't even exist without you"
I stand firm and I watch Abi pause and walk closer to me, she reaches up and fists a handful of my hair. Then moving her hand down she rests it on my face, I suddenly felt very vulnerable as I looked deep into her eyes.
She kept me in her gaze as she spoke "You are never going to be without me, I'm here with you forever. You have me now and I'm not going anywhere, because there is nothing more important to me than this...than us"
It's very rare Abi and I share moments like this, but when we do its special. Its really hard to explain but sometimes when you live the crazy lives we do, it's just good to keep things simple and real. We made a vow to eachother that during any part of our lives nothing is ever going to be as important as us.
Watching her struggling over the past few weeks with her Dad's death and now Jacobs condition, it's made me realise just how fragile she can be. Whether she is your favourite movie star or character on a TV show, she is someone who is more important...she is my wife and the mother to our 3 amazing kids.
"Ry" Abi's voice brings me back to reality as she leans against the wall "I love you" she smiles before leaning forwards and kissing me.
