My Reason [NamJin]

Ch. 3

I stared at the tall lanky man in front of me. Tan-ish skin, plump pale pink lips, faint pinky glow in his cheeks, silver/blonde hair. He had a weird vibe to him. It made me feel calm and happy. Like all my fears ran away from me when I was near him. He turned to look at me with his soft deep brown eyes. I gulped lightly and looked back at him. He smiled softly, making me smile back. He walked over to me and reached out to me. I flinched back. 

"I won't hurt you.." His voice was smooth and deep. I gave him a nervous look and gave him a slight nod. The tall man reach over and cupped my cheek. His touch was warm and soft. I looked up at him and blinked lightly. He ran his thumb across my cheek bone gently, like a feather. I sighed at his gentle touch and leaned into his hand more. He smiled lightly, exposing slightly deep dimples. I smiled softly for the first time in forever. 

My smile faded when I saw him fade away. I reached out to try and pull him back, my hands went through him. I cried lightly and kept trying to pull him back. He disappeared completely. I cried more as I ran through the darkness looking for him. I didn't know who he was, I've never seen him. Part of me felt like it knew but forgot. I needed him around, he seemed to save me from myself and my fears. It was like my fears were afraid of  him.

I stopped in my tracks when I saw him holding a syringe with a quite large needle, the liquid inside was white and milky looking. He looked it with a pondering look. He then turned to me. He gave me an evil grin, the kind that evil doctors in cults would give. He walked towards me with the needle. I walked backwards away from him. I tripped on nothing and tumbled back onto my butt. He smirked at me. 

"Time for your medicine...Jin" He said deeply and evily. I shook my head and crawled away from him. He pinned me down and forced my sleeve up. I struggled to pull away. He jabbed the needle into my arm, causing me to cry out in pain. He jammed the syringe part down, forcing the liquid into my veins with a burning sensation. I cried out in pain as I felt the burning pain begin to spread through my body. He pulled the needle out and left me on the floor. I cried and curled into a ball. I cried more as I felt my limbs beginning to go numb. 

"Time to wake up Jin...you can't sleep away the pain" He said simply before walking away. I watched him as my vision began to fade. I panted heavily as I tried to focus. I cried more as my vision disappeared. 

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I yelped as I fell from my bed with a large thud. I whined softly and rubbed my butt as I stood up. My cheeks were wet with tears and my eyes were sore and puffy. I sighed and cleaned my tears before sitting on my bed. I sighed and rubbed my sleep filled eyes. Who was that man? He said he wouldn't hurt me yet he did what he did. I don't know who he was but I don't care. He made me feel safe for the first time in years. I yawned and laid back onto the bed. 

His voice..it was the same one from earlier..why is this man haunting my thoughts? I closed my eyes and thought. Hid face kept appearing in my mind, the last sentence he said kept ringing through my head. His deep luscious voice kept haunting my thoughts. It made my slightly afraid, but made me want more of him.